I wrote you a letter about you in the summer, about how much i liked you. I got over you, but its back today is decmeber 12 11:25 pm 2020, i think i love but i cant tell you, idk why. I just cant. But i love you, your smile, personality, friendliness, hope, helpfulness, and ofc your looks. I just wish i could tell you how i felt and that you felt the same, you dont though do you, just as a friend is what you would say. I would shatter into a million pieces, i would recover because im strong, im just not strong enough yet, so. Im going to hold onto whatever this feeling is until im ready, i wish you would see this but i know you wont, so again, I love you, and am so grateful to have you in my life. :)
- ostin.
(this color reminds me of you haha its warm)