Unsent messages to ONUR
From: ABC
To: Onur
u broke my heart but I forgive u and thank you for helping me be the best version of myself by doing that?
From: ABC
To: Onur
idk why tf im writing this or even how to say what i feel or want to say, but it took me 2.5 years to realize you were my one and we were meant to be. you made me feel special and complete and i cant even express how much i want to go back and do it all over again and i wish we seriously got together. i still don't know why i shut that down cuz you were my best friend but you were also my soulmate, i just was scared that i would lose you and you meant the world to me so that seemed so daughnting and i couldn't imagine a life without you in it. but here i am on a Sunday night practically crying writing this that you'll never fucking see. i know you are hurting and i don't have the words to tell you everything is gonna be ok when I'm hurting too and i don't even know if everything is going to be okay. but all ik is that i want you in my life and you were my yellow. i want that back so bad. i hate that everything has changed and i don't think everything can go back and if it could i don't know how i would go about changing everything. but i really think you're my one and that's cuz ik the happiest I've ever been was when i was with you or talking to you. you meant everything to me. there's so many things i wish i could change or wish i could say or do, but there all wishes and ik i just have to face the truth that things won't ever be the way they were in summer 2018. you'll never see this, but if you do send me an umbrella emoji and I'll know you've seen this. i love you so much and i don't think I'll ever stop loving you.
From: ABC
To: Onur
I am sorry. Sorry that I couldn’t be with you when you need it the most.
