even if we spend our whole lifes together or just a few more nights, i want you to know: ill love you forever and always, thruthfully and unconditionaly

I miss the way we would laugh at dumb things or the way you maked sure I was alright when I was at work. The way you said "I love you". When u told me you loved my little sisters and u would be honored to babysit them w me one day. When we would text nonstop. But I also remember u manipulating me in the hardest and cruelest way possible. Im still feeling so lucky that we r still bestfriends. Even tho it hurts me so much, because Ik i would treat u so good. But everytime you leave, you always take a piece of me. Both of us know we r soulmates, u even told me yourself, so why cant u just b with me?
Youre my soulmate who wasn't meant to be.
May we meet in another life.
E.

You know i have a soft spot for u. You know I would do anything for u. Sometimes I just feel like you're using me for your own benefit. I miss you and your smile. Oh and also your brown eyes. Im just scared ill say something you don't like and you'll leave again. I don't think I will be able to hold myself together if u will leave again.

i loved you, i love you and i’ll love you forever.