i feel so bad for saying this but i want you all for myself and no one else. when i say you're mine i really really mean it, and it means you belong to me, and i get upset and kinda jealous when you're talking to other people and i have no idea why. you deserve to be free and i'm so sorry that i hurt you in the past, you're the only one i've wanted and will want forever. i've loved you for over two years noah. im sorry i never told you. i just say it's been a year because i'm scared that you'll leave me one day. what if you find someone who treats you better? i don't have any money so the only way i can confess my feelings and show you is through kisses and cuddles and hickeys and carvings. i'm so sorry. i love tou so much. i hope you actually love me too. i promise i'll be better for you angel.