i know youll never read this, but i think about you all the time. im sorry for lying and for blowing everything out of proportion when we broke up. there is no excuse and it is unforgivable. but im doing better now and i hope you became everything you wanted to be. i miss your passionate fits about niche interests and watching you grow more confident in yourself. i miss your pretty blue eyes and the way you made me feel safe. i know we will never meet or speak ever again because of what i did, but for what its worth: you were truly my first love.

who even names their child nikolai with an i and a k? It’s so unique but that’s why it suits you so perfectly.

I wish I didnt mess things up between us a few years ago... I've had feelings for you since we met and they'll never go away

I loved you but you didn't love me then. Now you love me and the love that I once had is gone. I'm sorry.

ilysm, and I think you do too,even your older brother called me his future sister in law <3

I wish I could get you alone to figure you out. You behave like you want me too…

You will never know who i am because you assumed who i was after not talking to me for over a year.

I'm trying to be a good girlfriend but I need you to communicate back.

I was so vulnerable with you and I trusted you. you promised not to tell. you lied.

I'm so glad we met. I love you and am so happy to have you as my Husband.

Hey- it’s me, I wear the rose quartz heart necklace everyday, I love it so much, it means a lot <3

im feeling kinda uneasy and i cant tell u abt it :((

I miss you, im sorry i blocked you. Pls come back :(

I have no idea if you meant it or not, probably not bc you're w someone

i still like u

I still miss you sometimes

i miss u so much:(

i think i regret losing you. im sorry.

i wish we could be together forever

Even though you hurt me tons I still think of you a lot.

still waiting for you and I love you. I still kept my promises and forever will. Imu sweet boy.

Is it weird of me
to love you
Even though you're my best friend
Idk

are you gonna try to come back when i achieve everything i said i would?

How do you leave someone silently without feeling bad? Did you care or was i just easy to talk to?

You lied to me. You said you didn’t want to be that any more just to move on the next chance you got

maybe it'll never go back to how it used to be but you're always going to be my best friend

ill always wonder what we couldve been if it wasnt for him

U deserve everything out of life and ur going to go far, ur inspiring 2 everyone u meet.