i really thought we were friends. i cant be mad at you for siding with you-know-who over me, but that doesnt mean i cant be mad at myself instead. this is an apology in advance on his behalf for when he finally treats you the way he treated me. i never thought in a million years that you would go cold turkey on me.

I hate you. I hate you for treating me like shit and then telling me you liked me. I hate the fact that you said you didn't like me anymore because you were too embarrassed to want to have an actual relationship with me. The amount of time I have spent overthinking every conversation and romanticizing every interaction. You made me feel insecure and worthless. You made me self conscious about how I looked and then would ask why I wasn't talking to you in class. But no matter how much I hated you, I hate myself more for liking you back. For liking someone who made me so self conscious and commented on basically every part of my appearance and personality. How could I like someone who hated everything about me? So add that to the list of things you fucked over because I'm so sick of wondering what I did wrong, and why I was never good enough.

It still hurts me that I think of you. You hurt me in ways so unnoticeable to someone else, yet with such words, you ripped every part of my confidence to shreds. You knew what my insecurities were and took advantage of them. I know you think you didn't because we always fancy ourselves the heroes of the story. I wish I could forget you, but every time I close my eyes, it's you. It's always you. And I hate you for it. But the color green still reminds me of you, and I'm not sure why.

you really were the love of my life, i think i’m starting to let go of you

I would do anything for you to want me the way I want you

I love you with all my heart and I will keep loving you.

I wish you knew about my feelings.

i kinda sorta maybe might really like you and i really hope we can be something someday <3

Saw you in my dream, saw your face and realised how much I wanted us to be together.

I would’ve waited

I still think about you

I cannot stop thinking about you even dreamt of you last night

i wish i could tell you how i feel

do something before i go, please

You will always be the person i think about, even in five years.

i wish you’d stop leading me on like this

Really?

i miss you

Maybe my parents will accept us in another universe…
For now, I’ll love you from afar.

i hope you think of me

Thank you for coming into my life and making everything possible. Ten years down , forever to go .????

I cut my hair because I remembered you said it would look nice. I wish I listened to you more often.

i hope i never stop talking to you