Unsent messages to NIKHIL
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: February 7, 2025, 7:03 am UTC
I love you with all my heart and I will keep loving you.
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: January 24, 2025, 12:11 pm UTC
Thank you for coming into my life and making everything possible. Ten years down , forever to go .????
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: October 24, 2024, 7:10 pm UTC
I cut my hair because I remembered you said it would look nice. I wish I listened to you more often.
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: July 19, 2024, 6:48 pm UTC
you really were the love of my life, i think i’m starting to let go of you
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: April 20, 2024, 6:46 am UTC
i wish you’d stop leading me on like this
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: March 21, 2024, 7:14 pm UTC
I would do anything for you to want me the way I want you
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: November 13, 2023, 6:50 am UTC
Maybe my parents will accept us in another universe…
For now, I’ll love you from afar.
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: November 6, 2023, 10:40 pm UTC
You will always be the person i think about, even in five years.
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: October 17, 2023, 1:22 am UTC
Saw you in my dream, saw your face and realised how much I wanted us to be together.
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: October 14, 2023, 7:19 pm UTC
i kinda sorta maybe might really like you and i really hope we can be something someday <3
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: August 10, 2023, 4:28 pm UTC
I cannot stop thinking about you even dreamt of you last night
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:32 am UTC
It still hurts me that I think of you. You hurt me in ways so unnoticeable to someone else, yet with such words, you ripped every part of my confidence to shreds. You knew what my insecurities were and took advantage of them. I know you think you didn't because we always fancy ourselves the heroes of the story. I wish I could forget you, but every time I close my eyes, it's you. It's always you. And I hate you for it. But the color green still reminds me of you, and I'm not sure why.
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: January 6, 2021, 1:59 am UTC
i really thought we were friends. i cant be mad at you for siding with you-know-who over me, but that doesnt mean i cant be mad at myself instead. this is an apology in advance on his behalf for when he finally treats you the way he treated me. i never thought in a million years that you would go cold turkey on me.
From: ABC
To: nikhil
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:25 am UTC
I hate you. I hate you for treating me like shit and then telling me you liked me. I hate the fact that you said you didn't like me anymore because you were too embarrassed to want to have an actual relationship with me. The amount of time I have spent overthinking every conversation and romanticizing every interaction. You made me feel insecure and worthless. You made me self conscious about how I looked and then would ask why I wasn't talking to you in class. But no matter how much I hated you, I hate myself more for liking you back. For liking someone who made me so self conscious and commented on basically every part of my appearance and personality. How could I like someone who hated everything about me? So add that to the list of things you fucked over because I'm so sick of wondering what I did wrong, and why I was never good enough.
