Unsent messages to NICOLAS

You were my first ever guy friend, my buddy, bff and I had never really thought of you as more than that I was really happy with our relationship but then you developed feelings which made me develop feelings, you would choose me over everybody else, ask me if I'm okay, talk to me everyday, yet for some reason she could control you however she wanted and she didn't want you to be friends with me, to never acknowledge me ever again. And that's exactly what you did it's like I'm a ghost to you know, when we talk I can still see a bit of your boy face, that fun and carelessness you had but you turn to stone when she's around, scared. And heck she's not even your girlfriend nothing at all. I miss you all I want is my friend, bff, buddy back because he's the one who stood up for me. But guess what, your just a boy.

Ngl i kinda miss waking up to texts from you but i was dumb and messed things up i still love you broski