Unsent messages to NICKOLAS
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
Why..Why Me, after everything I told you, I opened up to you more than anyone else and you hurt me the worst. I can't sleep at night, I can't close my eyes without seeing your face. I barely even leave my room, you kept me locked up in here for so long that I fear the outside. You broke me, you slammed me straight back down to the bottom of that big black hole I fought so hard to get out of. I fought for you, for us, I wanted a future with you and you just wanted me to pass the time. Not only did you ruin my confidence, snatch away my self love and leave me crying and begging for you to stay you but you left me with the worst sort of heartbreak someone could imagine.
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
you actually make me so happy everyday but I cannot tell you my feelings because I feel like it would change things
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
I truly don’t know what I’d say to you if I had the chance
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
Finally realized you don’t give me butterflies you just give me anxiety
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
I debated responding for a long time. I can’t get you out of my mind, 6 years later
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
you confuse me more than anything. what have I done to deserve this?
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
I still love you silly. You said you wanted forever so why didn't you try? I would've waited for you
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
It’s agonizing how much I adore you, and it’s even more agonizing that you will never know.
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
are u happy for me? i fear it might hurt u to see but i pray for you to find love too.
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
i wish you were honest with yourself, so you could be honest with me
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
You’ve been showing up in my dreams lately. I thought I was over you but I guess I’m wrong
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
I think for a moment I fell in love with you but I’ll never actually allow myself to.
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
And I hope your happy, and safe, and loved. I still think of you all these years later.
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
Idk what happened so suddenly, just hope you're okay and doing fine or smth..
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
I'm so glad you found the love you deserved. I'll always be rooting for you. My first love
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
You might be my best friend, but I really like you. I wish you liked me. It could be good.
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
I have to letter you gave me. Do you still have the bracelet I made you? I miss you
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
we keep crossing paths and i wish you would regret what you did, i miss talking to you
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
you never answered and now it’s time I let you go. this is it Nick. (tell me not to let you go)
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
I love you so much. I’ve never loved someone like this before. I wish i could say it out loud to you
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
I wish we worked out, you were my first love and idk if ill find something like we had.
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
i want to see u and i hope we reconnect again someday mi amor
From: ABC
To: Nickolas
hey your bday passed happy late birthday
ur prob not gonna see this too
hope you have a good day
