Hej älskling. jag saknar dig. jag vet att jag har gjort fel men jag älskar dig fortfarande och önskar det fortfarande kunde vara vi två. Jag älskar allt med dig och vill bara ditt bästa men du kanske inte vill de samma.

I need to leave you before you leave me because i know exactly how it’s gonna end for me and I can’t do this to myself anymore you’re too perfect and everyone knows it I don’t even know why I thought you wanted me but i did and i convinced myself that you wanted me and I opened myself and let my feelings get the best of me and I now know not to do that again I was so stupid but maybe that’s ok because I’ll be able to grow but it sucks that I won’t be able to do it with you and I won’t be able to learn from you and be like you how I wanted maybe in the future I’ll reach that level but not now and I don’t know what to do now I know that when I leave it’ll be horrible for me because even though we haven’t known each other for that long I still fell for you too hard because of the sense of security that you gave me. Well now I know it was a mistake and I’ll be more careful next time. It hurts to have to leave you but I know it’s what’s best for me because Ill want you more tomorrow and even more the day after that. in the end i knew that you wouldn’t ever want me as much as I want you because you’re too good for me and you’ll get someone else as soon as i leave and you’re probably talking to 100 other guys that you like more than me as Im writing this out. I know what i have to do but I don’t know how, maybe I’ll just send you this but right now I don’t know what to do, I’m glad I was able to put my thoughts somewhere tho :)

i think i’m in love with u

If you ever see this, I hope you don’t hate me. I wish you the best. Hope we cross paths one day.

I kind of wish we never met haha.

I tried to use ur fav color Imy and I am always willing to welcome you back with open arms baby :3

I an in love with you.
I dont show it but i cant stop thinking about you

I miss you so much, I truly thought we could make this work. You n me, always forever