I miss youu soo much but it's good we had a break I'm never gonna forget you even tho I never met you irl but besides that I really was in love with you you probably are the only person I've ever liked and was the one who made me feel something I loved that feeling and sorry if I ever disregarded your feelings but I never meant to do so even if I did and if you have to choose someone else over and u had to then it's ok I let go of my claim on you so u are indeed free to be with whoever you wanna be with I will always love you kiddo but now is not the right time and that will forever haunt be but I hope you are in a better place with your feelings rn and hope you are indeed ok forever in my heart but I have to let u go now for the both of us goodbye

I hate the fact that I still yearn for you, even tho you hurt me so much