yellow has always been ur song, i remember in november - you were in the toilet i think, there was a moment when it was playing and it felt like i was in a film,, the world stopped and everything just felt right? it was like flashes of light,, i don’t think i’ll ever be able to describe it but you know me, i might be being a bit dramatic ;) looook attt the staaaars look how they shiiiine for u :^)

i have a bad habit of reading these and thinking they’re for me, i hope u don’t hate me. non verbal communication isn’t as good when u r insecure as fuck. i like it, still. sometimes it’s just easier,,,

U taught me that u care for people more than u care for your own self and I respect that because that is over and beyond love .

your song for July is “the gold” by phoebe bridgers.

I miss you and I’m so sorry for everything

deep down i know you care, please come back, let’s work this out. ily.

i don’t understand what do you want. pls tell me, imy.

I miss hanging out in hs with you. You would’ve treated me better than she did. I’d still let you

I still wonder if you ever think of me like i think of you

i wish you’d stayed

you’re so confusing, i just want to love you

i’d move heaven and earth only to hear you laugh again

please don't leave

You are the light of my life, i love you so much my raven<3

i wish i knew how to keep you

something tells me youll always be in my head, and ill always be waiting.

i miss you and i can't do anything about it

im so sorry for hurting you

i fell for you hard, i still have such strong feelings for you, though your with someone else </3

not a day goes by where I'm not consumed with ceaseless thoughts of you-
Will your torment ever end

Sometimes you frustrate me so much, I don't know why we're even together when we fight constantly.

i'll never actually tell you this, but i love you. not just as a friend, but more. i love you.

I wish I understood why you treated me like that

Are you jus leading me on?

I loved you even before your transistion I was too afraid to speak up and tell you that I love you

you made me feel like i meant something. i wish you knew how much i wanted you to stay. still love u

I hope you’re okay, traveller. I worry for you still. I wish I got to finish that cd mix for you

I hope you’re okay, traveller. I still worry for you. I wish I finished that cd mix for you

You're one of my best friends, man. I love you but I'm glad you're happier with other people <3

I'm glad we don't talk anymore but sometimes I miss my best friend. I'm sorry that I was a jerk.

I lowkey miss you but don’t have the guts to reach out since we didn’t end on great terms :/