I would of never thought that our friendship would end. Through all the memories we’ve made it was like we were unstoppable. All those memorable hangouts and the memories that came with them. There is no way i will ever stop missing them but i wish you the best with your new friends and making new memories with them. I hope laugh at all the inside jokes you’ve made with them and continue to make new ones. I do miss you and hope you have a good life. goodbye thank you for the wonderful times.

It’s no secret that we aren’t close anymore but I know deep down it’s for the best. I remember listening to white ferrari as we sat on my bed wondering about life and what our place on earth really was. Looking back, I realize what i’ve done is terrible and honestly very toxic. I’m so sorry for what i’ve put you through and i wish one day we can go back to how close we were and make up all those inside jokes that i died laughing too even 20 minutes later. There was not one dull moment when I was with you. You’ve made me into a better person and I will never be able to repay you for that in any way. Thank you for every single thing you’ve done for me and i’m grateful for the friendship we had. You never failed to be perfect even if you were going through the worst things. I love you so much Monique and I hope you have a great life.

Thank you for taking care of me when i was at my lowest and being there for my highest. You’ve stuck by me from the start and didn't leave. You were the first person i felt safe with. The first person I told all my secrets to and made me feel like I deserved to be here. I don’t know how long it will take for me to get over this but I know it won’t be anytime soon that’s for sure. It’s almost as if we were not meant to be best friends no matter how hard we tried. It’s taken me a long time to admit that and tbh i still haven’t. So many days, so many memories, so many good times that I won’t forget. Playing among us and you always knowing i was imposter because i sucked. It didn’t matter though because i loved spending time with you and laughing at all our funny jokes that only the both of us would understand. Your laugh is something that runs through my mind daily. It so pure and unique but also very contagious. You’ve always had the skill of making people feel better and Id just like to thank you for that. Thank you for introducing me to frank ocean and his song white ferrari. Thank you for getting me out of my skinny jeans phase and helping me become a person with more self respect towards myself and others. I want to thank you for everything because if I could do it all again i wouldn’t change anything except how I acted towards you and mistakes i made. I’m really sorry for all of it. every single bad decision I made was put on you and i’m so sorry for that because it wasn’t something you deserved at all. I miss you and always will but I hope you have a great life :)

you made me feel so alone, no matter how often we hung out. i can't be friends with you no matter how much time has passed. they say time heals but i'm not sure. so please stop trying to text me. because one of these days i'll stop answering.

I really miss you

I miss you so much, Its so hard to not think about you even though I broke up with you.
I love you

I can’t love you the way you wanted to be love.

I can’t love you when I’m in love with her.

the only reason i want to get better is to be your friend again. Im sorry for ruining everything.

I can’t imagine my life without you. I want all of you forever and always. Please forgive me.

I wish I could call you and express how sorry I am for how things ended, I think abt it evryday :(

Sad you left , taught me how to love myself and I thank you

I still have your # memorized incase you ever needed smthing
wish you the best you deserve it<3

I swear my heart has never ached like this before my love :(

my dreams are only for you

I havnt dated anyone after you. You'll always be my favorite, I love you so much, please love urself

The cranberries remind me of you, its the only thing i listen to now

I can’t blame you if you hate me

how could i possibly move on, when every love song has already been dedicated to you <3

Everytime i think about you, without fail the world goes so silent and cold,

are we still friends?

Do you think of me sometimes?

Sorry doesn’t begin to express the regret I feel

i wish we never met.

at the back of my mind, i'm left hoping that we could still find our way back to each other.

hi! sorry about what happened but I want you to know that I miss our friendship

You’re perfect

I miss what we had

Was loving me a mistake?

You’re so beautiful

do u ever think about me?

i miss you so much monique

U are something very valuable I'll wait until I have your full trust and then I'll take care of you

i'm so disappointed with myself again. i'm not mad with you.

I miss you more than words can comprehend

Thank you, for everything. You will always have a place in my heart.

Your the reason I’m still here, I love you so much

I often wonder if I appear in your dreams as often as you appear in mine.

I feel like im gonna end up waiting forever

Are u happy without me? kinda miss you

You're still my friend and I hope you know that

Im sorry can we restart everything again my sweetpea

Do you still happen to think of me sometimes like I do about you?

Thinking about the day of us laughing while I pushed you on the hammock, I miss you so much.

I miss you, I miss you touch, I miss your smile and laugh please come back to me

i’ll wait for you to come back no matter how long it takes

i sit here waiting for a message or call from you every minute of the day.

you deserve the world the moon the stars the sun hell the whole universe my darling <3

we are only online friends but i love u alot lol, too bad ur getting close to someone else

Don’t miss him, baby. He never deserved U & he never will. U deserve someone so much better.