I’m always going to be in love with you but you confuse me so much you came back and now you’re leaving again i think? I don’t even know you’re just using me for my body but i love you too much to leave you mean the world to me and i just really hope you change thank you for all the great memories and making me happy every single day you’ll always be the one boy i will always love

You were one of the best things that happened to me and ever since you left I haven’t been happy I hope you come back soon. I wonder if you think of me still and miss me like I miss you ? :(

I waited so long and kept waiting, you have no idea how much that hurt, and you never will, but it's okay

im lying about so much you dont even know and it's truly eating me up but I know if I tell you, you're gonna hate me for forever and I cant let that happen so I'll let it eat me away. because I cant lose you and what you don't know wont hurt you. i love you buby

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, but I hate the way you made me laugh with every single thing you said. I'm sorry that I was too broken.

I am forgetting what it felt like to be loved by you. But I could never forget how it felt to love you because I still do.

i know you’re gay but damn i wish you knew how much you impacted my 16 year old heart. i genuinely thought u were the only one who cared and how u just slowly ghosted me when i tried so hard made me realize i was right. but you’re still and amazing person. sorry if i drunk call you still after four years. it’s been really hard. -E also here’s some tea Anisten and i don’t even talk anymore, i fucked that up too. never gonna get over that one though.

I love you and I finally told you. Im glad you feel the same way. Im sorry it took us so long to get on track but I'm ready to be the girlfriend you deserve.

your laugh, your smile, your nose, your eyebrows, everyone who meets you loves you. You have an affect on people that you do not even realize. Your sense of humor is unlike anyone else's in the world. You are witty. You are my best friend. I never thought I'd experience true love until I met you. Instantly, I knew I was going to be yours and you were going to be mine. Your curiosity, your intelligence, it all amazes me. you keep me happy even when I don't feel like smiling. You comfort me in times of need and do it without hesitation. Every time I hear a love song I immediately think of you. I LOVE YOU unconditionally.

i liked you, a lot. but you liked my bestfriend. i regret not telling you all the time. but i left and there was no more time, i wish i could’ve given you a heads up. you made me happy so that’s why i chose yellow- 4th grade

I have been in love with you since the 6th grade. Just when i built up enough courage to tell you how i felt when we started to become closer then eventually we became best friends and you had multiple gfs and i never got my chance. I'm scared that i will never get to tell you how I've felt for years. You are the most important person in the world to me and i just wish you would realize how much i love you and want to spend my life loving you.

Why will i never be skinny enough. Or pretty enough. Why will i never be enough for you to notice me.

Break up with Marjorie and see that your bestfriend is the person meant for you. Iv'e been in love with you since the 6th grade and am going to wait until you realize that what you need has been having you back for years.

i think that was ur name? we use to go to karate together when we were like 10 . i bet u don’t even remember me but we got partnered up one time and i may or may not have liked u. i’ve always wondered if you’ve ever felt the same.

i still reread our old texts and think about where it went wrong. i miss your warmth, i still dream about you everynight. i hope she was worth it.

I liked u mucho. I should've respected your boundaries more though. the emptiness I was left with when you left was something else. I hope you have a great life

Your favorite color is red. ur so observant when it comes to colors I rly like that abt you I just thought you should know

Sometimes I look back on our messages and realize how stupid and young I was. I regret lying to you, I feel like if I didn’t lie we could’ve had something together.

I hate you so much, yet I can’t stop loving you, even when I try to move on. I can’t believe you lied to me, I needed you and you pushed me away. Fuck you, you adorable fucking goofball

i hope you havent forgotten about me yet, it's been 9 months and i would still come running to you if i could

I used to call you my “angel boy.” You mended my shattered attachment with gold and I will always owe you more than I could ever repay.

Last night, you held me in a dream. I sat on a sandy shore and welcomed each coming wave. I felt your body as it anchored mine. I’ve learned to live amongst this silence, but sometimes I starve.

Bruh did u fr reach out just to ask me to be in a 3some w u and ur new girl?? U ghosted me a year ago???

hey so i made a promise to myself that if you didn’t text back by 2 i would end things. now you are getting this message because you didn’t. i’m so sorry that things had to end this way i never wanted them too. and i know you aren’t going to see this for awhile or who knows if you even going to read this but, i had to do what was best. this is effecting our relationship tremendously and everyday i wake up more and more sick due to me not having enough energy because my energy comes from you. i hope this is the best decision and you understand. i just cannot keep doing this everyday. i’m getting exhausted and losing motivation. i’ve stopped eating most days because of how sick i get when ever i don’t have energy. i just really hope you have a bright future ahead of you and you start an amazing life. i’ll be so proud of you even since we aren’t together anymore. thank you for the best 10 months of my life. you taught me so much and continue to teach me so much. thank you. please tell your family that i thank them for everything that they did for me and for how much they cared about me. please tell dixie she is a queen for me. i can bring you your stuff whenever i’m in town again. i can also pay you back for the stuff you bought me since it’s wasted money now. i’m so sorry again this is how it’s ending i just made a promise with myself and i never break a promise. thank you for everything and i hope you have a good rest of your life. bye mitchell

Sometimes when j see red I think if you. And I think abt how you were right. There’s a little red in all the other colors

i liked you more than i have liked anyone. but you hurt me, made me question my worth because you didn't want me. you didn't care enough about me to create a relationship, only a hookup. i was nothing to you while your presence in my life meant so much to me. i hope that one day i can look back and laugh at how dumb i was for ever being upset over you. i hope that your validation no longer pleases me. i pray more than anything some days that you'd simply text me you miss me. i realize i have to move on now, it's been a year and a half and we're in the same exact position we were in then. you bring nothing to me but misery. i'm letting go now mitchell, goodbye.

When we first got together, I wasn't thinking we'd last as long as we did. When you left, it broke me. I am doing better now. But I miss you. I don't know why you listened to S*****, because he lies . I wish you would not be friends with him, because he's a bad person and destroys your mental health. I'm pretty sure he's in love with you and me.

Ive never really wanted our things to end and I want you to know that if I had a chance to fix things I would go back to you. But I dont want to ruin your life as you’re happy now, definitely happier than before and even though I still love you and I’m hurt I can’t hurt you as well. That’s why I erased myself from your life, as its the best thing I could do to keep you happy. You will always have a special place in my heart and I really hope that you’ll find people that will never hurt you and will stay with you forever. Take care of yourself, Mitch because you’re the person that deserves everything good in this world.

I wish we had the chance to do it better. I wish we hadn’t wasted the time we had, now there’s no more left.

I didn't realise how much your death would affect me. Considering I had many people die in my life. I never cried the way I did when you died about anyone else. Which I feel guilty about, because we wasn't extremely close you was someone I knew from school. We'd only speak when we saw each other out or if we were passing by one another. But your death hurt the most. I felt the loss so deeply I cried for two weeks. I wish I had more time to know you better as you didn't deserve to leave so soon. I hope you're resting well. x

You still amaze me with everything you do. I hope to be part of it again one day

My soul mate and partner in crime. Till death do us part

we wouldn’t be long distance anymore… I wanna try again please

I would be with you in a heartbeat please just ask me. I can’t just be friends i’ll always care

It’s been 10 years and yet there are days I wonder where my life would be if we got the timing right

Thank you for loving me, even if it was an illusion. I'll cherish it forever.

We will always be my home.

Ive been homesick, and im afraid its looking like i always will be. Ily

I wish I could text you without you feeling weird about it.

i miss you. i wish we could talk again

do you regret being selfish when it came to me?

I have someone new now, but talking to him sometimes makes me miss you. soulbonded.

Im sorry
Goodbye
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I would have done anything for us to be together.

I'll never forgive you

I love you more than anything and I wish you would just talk to me. I know we can make this work....

But you belong to me not him.

I was so wrong, I shouldn't have let my insecurities stop me loving you.

I still dream of you...and I think you dream of me too.

you’ll never know, but i pray for you every day. we’ll never speak but i’m sorry for everything.

I never blocked you, please come back. And I made this note blue like your eyes

I think i’m finally over you. Hope your wedding goes good.