hey so I know you'll never read these but its been helping me a lot actually, and I wish I could tell you this shit but you wouldn't care and we both know that, I just wish I could text about all the stupid stuff that is happening I mean hell I would choose you in a fucking heartbeat but I know its not mutual and im finally coming to terms with that. but I miss you. a lot. and it hurts knowing your happy with someone else and not with me but its whatever. I wish you the best.