Unsent messages to HARJAS

your so cute

I still think about ways we could have made it work sometimes.. but it was always one sided. Take care

I was never good enough for you. You were always gaslighting me and manipulating me and i still wonder if you were aware of all of this still. Theres no point in talking anymore. Theres nothing left to say, everything is just heartache. I never wanted to change you and i loved you for who you are, but a bit of compassion would have been appreciated. Not once have i been able to talk about how i felt without all the backlash... so unfair