for some reason whenever something happens or goes wrong. you’re the first person i need to talk to. like when i passed out i was literally on the floor crying and all i wanted to do was ft you or when i had that panic attack i ft you and it went away and last night i had a breakdown n all i really wanted was to talk to you. i didn’t which i’m glad. i don’t get the privilege of speaking to you anymore. i’ve noticed i’ve made progress of moving on from you. i no longer look at the time and think 5 hours behind. before when i’d smoke i would think about you and that isn’t the case anymore. i no longer need you and if i’m honest i never did. you needed me. when i think of you i no longer think of the pain you caused i think of the good memories. you really did make me the happiest i’ve ever been and the saddest.

Tengo miedo de enamorarme se q pensaran q me rompieron el corazon pero no jamas me he enamorado pero me miedo que amar a alguien puede llevarte a ariesgar todo por ella...

i didn’t walk alway because i didn’t love you. believe me i did with my whole heart. i walked away because you didn’t love me the same as you used to :/

this is for myself because im the baddest bitch.
youre so swag don't let anyone tell you otherwise asf

FUCK YOU YOU STUPID ASS BITCH. YOU RUINED MY HIGHSCHOOL EXPERIENCE . I HOPE YOU BECOME A STAY AT HOME WIFE WITH NO KIDS CUZ I KNOW YOU WANT THOSE . AND THAT YOUR HUSBAND IS UGLY AND POOR AND WEIRD.

I just wanna buy every corgi in the world and name them all Winston and look at the stars forever with you

I think I am most hurt from you. Im assuming the next time we talk you’re going to ask why i suddenly left. It wasn’t sudden, you asked me if i was ok and I said no. You were so concerned about everyone except for me. I know Im worth More then that.

i’ll never know the reasons why you did what you did. that bothered me for awhile. now i don’t really care what you do. it’s strange because i’m moving on from you and i’m slowly losing myself too. maybe i’m becoming a new person? or i do in fact need you in my life. we said that we would message each other on the 13th of each month. i don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing. i’m accepting the fact that you’ll never get to talk to me again and i’m actually okay about it. i think i’ve found someone better than you. someone who’s very special to me and someone who i deeply love. i’m scared that what happened between us is going to happen again. it’s always in my mind when i talk to her and i can’t help but become distant at times but most of all i’m scared to get hurt again but i can feel it coming and i can feel myself shutting down in fear of being hurt. you have impacted me for life and it’s not in a good way.

Thanks for staying up until 2am with me over FaceTime until I went to bed it made me feel not alone in the world

Hi,
I’m writing this because I’m kinda feeling sad.I really feel insecure right now.I want to change I just can’t find the motivation I look forward to talking to you everyday.I feel like you only to me when your bored.I want to not believe that.But,I have to accept that fact.I’ve decided to move on.I sometimes cry over this I still do.I feel weak so I never tell anyone.I hope you appreciate everyone in your life.
♡︎

i miss hanging out with you. we drifted so much its not even funny wtfff we were best friends for so long, then its like i just vanished. hope your new best friend is cool i guess

dude wtf happened? we used to be best friends. I'm so mad at myself for losing you. And in less than a year? I'm a horrible friend. But I know you don't miss me. That's fine. I deserve it. I'm boring, I guess. It's just hard to lose a friend I've had since preschool. But you outgrew me. Replaced. That's fine. Whatever makes you happy. That's all I care about. I hope you're doing great. Thank you for being my best friend since preschool-7th grade. Best years of my life

mary. you don't even know how much you mean to me. you're my best friend. orange is your favorite color, which is why I chose orange for this. you've never failed to put a smile on my face. your like my sister. you're over 24/7, and even have dinners with my family. I want nothing more but to hug you and joke about you dumb dance routines and memories in the past year. I'm here to say that, I love you. I really do. i miss you,even if i haven't seen you in eight hours, you make it impossible to nit want to be around. I cant wait to grow old together and be my best friend forever. to mary, forever my soul sister.

Ik we broke up so long ago but i still kinda really like you.i don’t think im ever fully gonna get over u

i would do anything to have the old you back. the way you were in 6th grade. i know it was a long time ago and i know we were all ugly but we were all so happy. why did he have to change you? why did you have to change? i still love you because you're the same person, but my dear you couldn't be more different. this is why we don't trust boys who are 5 feet tall and weigh like 90 pounds. i hope you find true happiness, mary.

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why did you think it was a good idea to spread my private information? why did you think it was a good idea to have a crush on the guy i liked, and then tried to take him from me? why is it so hard for you to own up to your mistakes? it doesn’t take much.

tomorrow is the last day of the year i met you. i still miss you sometimes but i no longer need you in my life. i know we promised to message each other on the 13th but idk if i should. i have a chance to go into next year and forget who you are. i’m just gonna go with the flow and i can’t wait for the day i don’t remember your name. hopefully this is the last message i will send to you. you promised me that you’ll be safe and that’s all i want for you. i promise to be fine without you. i’m kinda glad what we had is over. i know we pictured a future together but that’s never gonna happen. i don’t think i love you anymore. if i’m honest i don’t feel anything towards you anymore. i don’t even remember what your voice sounds like. this is me letting you go for good. thank you for showing me what love is and also heartbreak. forever and always my angel.

the fact i never even met u and u still broke my heart just shows how much we could of been if i was there or u were here.

Perdón, todo es mi culpa, siempre complique todo, y al final todo se fue a la basura. De verdad odio tener que saber que perdí nuestra relación, soy una idiota que no pudo reaccionar antes, debí esforzarme, debí arriesgarme y te perdí. Me gustas, pero ya es tarde.

Creo que al final, tengo que dar vuelta la página, pero me gusta pensar e imaginar que aún podemos estar juntas, de verdad me gustas. Pero todo esto es una jodida mierda, yo ya no sé qué hacer, no dejo de pensar en que me hubiera gustado darte un beso.

I’m sorry for what went down with us but just know I’m always there for you no matter what because you were there for me when no one was even when you didn’t know what to do you were by my side. I’m so sorry

I will most miss our deep talks late at night knowing I'm not alone but I know I have to leave and those talks will be no more
So long my love

i know you're not a love. because i can't imagine anyone ever loving you. i don't know how you can wrap people around your bony fingers and manipulate them and bully them. but i'll do everything in my power until i leave this earth to make sure you're brought to justice. for everyone you've hurt. and me. i finally realized who i was and how strong i am and what i deserve from a friend after you. so thank you. thank you for the secret group chats. the black mail. the code names. the homophobia and transphobia. the classism. the racism. the saying the n word. the injuries. the lies. the cut on my arms. my eating disorder. thank you for making me a better person and a final FUCK YOU!

i’m sorry i unfollowed you. i miss you and i couldn’t stop checking your account. i’m trying to move on but the thought of you hurts so much. i really wish you the best and i really hope that you are happy and safe. i’m sorry we couldn’t make it work.

I’m sorry I’m so sorry I fucked shit up between us. I’ll always miss you, I thought we’d be together forever even as friends. I’m sorry I could never be what u wanted but I’m always thinking of you. I’d do anything just to see you smile at me again

You are unbelievable, otherworldly, a light in this harsh world. Hardworking and kind, bringing joy and love wherever you stand. I see you, beautiful and serene. But I know you hide your past within your deep eyes. You deserve more

i saw ur message u left me n if i’m honest it broke my heart a little to know that u miss me as much as i miss you. the hard part is now we have to forget each other. i’ll never hear ur voice again. please read the letters i wrote you and know i still mean every single word i wrote in them. i still have our bracelets and all the other letters i wrote for you but i never got the chance to send them to u before we parted ways. some days ur not on my mind but then the smallest thing reminds me of u and i can still picture ur little giggle when we would sing our song to each other. the part that killed me during all of this is that u were my first everything and i’m not sure ill ever mange to get over that part and to this day i still question if i’m ever gonna feel the love that we shared again. you changed me as a person when i was in love with you and now with out you i’ve changed again. for a long time you were the only thing that felt like home to me. i couldn’t be myself without you and when you left i lost myself and you made me feel worthless. the amount of times that you’d become distant with me was so selfish of you. i never left once until it became too much. when you told me you were in love with me do u know how happy i was i waited 7 months to hear those words and as soon as you told me, you left. you do know you rewind my perspective of love. i want you to know that i forgive you for what you did and now its time for us to become strangers, maybe later in life we can talk again. i’ll love you forever and always

I became infatuated with you, my history teacher. No girl feels the same, haven't seen you in 9 months. I miss you.

I became infatuated with you, my history teacher. No girl feels the same, haven’t seen you in 9 months. I miss you.

I'm sorry I moved schools, I know you were upset and I'm sorry we weren't old enough to talk about our feelings yet. but you didn't have to retaliate. waking up to harsh messages from you was not pleasant and, to be honest, i can never erase the hurt you caused. but I've moved on, and we're still friends. although, once someone hurts me, I can't and will never let them close to me again. and you've lost your chance.

sometimes i think of you when i’m falling asleep and i smile but then i get sad because your not next to be and you probably never will be

I hate you soo much for hurting him, he didn't deserve to be broken up with like how you broke up with him. I really thought you cared about him but no you were still stuck on someone else and you were playing with his heart. And i hate that you were talking about me and you were my best friend. Even after you talked about me, I still protected you and lied for you against your ex because I still cared for you but obviously I shouldn't care about you. Im so happy you go to another school now because idk how i would last being your "friend" anymore you were so toxic and i didnt notice because you gaslighted me so much.

despite the distance that’s slowly settling between us, i’ll always be here, hand outstretched, waiting to take yours again.

Chciałbym jej powiedzieć że ją bardzo kocham, i zawsze będę przy niej. Poświeciła dla mnie część swojego życia żeby mi pomoc więc ja postaram się jej jakoś odwdzięczyć

I wish you could know how much i really love and still think about you nathaniel vera. Please reach out to me soon, i miss you man

I love you so much!! you are my favorite person in the whole world and I will always be by your side no matter what. I know life is challenging but you are strong. we are strong. we have gone through so much and I will only ask of you one thing, please stay here. I need you to stay. I love you and you have no idea how much you mean to me. I love you cockroach

You broke me. I let you in and then you destroyed me. I went back to a place that I never wanted to be in again. I cried at school some days because I couldn't stand it. You acted like we were fine but you would ignore me. I told you how others hurt me and then you did the same thing to me. I loved our friendship and then it was ruined. I hope your miserable now, but I know your not. You act like I never happened. So thanks for nothing. You really hurt me. You offered me paradise and then took it away. I was so happy for the first time in so long and you ruined it.

I'm more than grateful to have such an amazing best friend. Thank you for loving and accepting me as i am. Wish u all the best with aiden, and i hope one day u will learn to see yourself the way him and i see u.

i’m so exhausted bcs of u man. ur such a head fuck n everyone else could see it but me. i’ll forever question why u didn’t pick me and ik u do too but now i’m glad u didn’t. i can see all ur flaws now lol idk what i even saw in u in the first place.

i’ve been writing to u on here for 3 months n ik you’ve seen the ones under a different name but i hope you see these too. i hope you keep everything that i sent to you. i still have our bracelet. but it’s time to let go now. forever and always my angel.

I miss you, I miss our writing together, I think of you often. Do you know you ruined me?

u ruined “us” and i deserved better

so why do i miss you…

I know its hard for you to keep going esp now that you've been going through so much pain.

i miss our friendship too

Although we never said it to each other, I think we both knew what we have

I miss you so much, It’s breaking me so much since you passed away

Sometimes i think you'll come home. you'll hug me and tell me about work. deep down i know you died.

Loving you is killing me

I know we broke up a long time ago and now i’m with someone else. But i never apologized. I’m sorry.

Baefy
Do you love me
R u riding
Say you’ll never ever leave from beside me