looks like my old submissions got deleted and i'm glad honestly lol. this is gonna be the last one. u used to make me sane, but u ruined my sanity in the end. u ruined my self esteem and u ruined me. but i let u do it and that one's on me. i should be hating u honestly, but the thing is, i don't.

was it fun telling ur friends about my moments of weakness? i fucking bet lol. let's admit it, they've been ur priority for a while. at least that's what u made me feel, intentional or not. and that's fine bc i know they make u happy. i just thought i deserved better.

well, i guess this is it for us. i hope i heal soon. and i hope u do too.