You're so toxic to yourself that you don't even realize it anymore, because you're just so use to it.

I'm sorry for hurting you, making you cry and treating you like crap. The lack of respect I had for everyone including myself was, well...
You'll probably never see this but if you do just know I'll never forget what you did for me. You were kind, patient and caring even when you didn't have to be. A real friend.
You are one of the coolest women I've ever met and I wish I appreciated it more back then. I was just messed up.
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Párate a un centímetro de distancia frente a mi mírame a los ojos y dime que nunca me amaste que solo fui un error en tu vida

It’s been a while since we’ve talked and I’ve been wanting to message you for a while now to just make sure we’re ok. We used to be good friends back then, and I don’t expect us to be friends again, but I’d like to be civil. I know you’ve got your bf and I’ve got mine, and I’m sorry I hurt you in the process. I genuinely wish you well and I hope you’re happy. If you know who’s submitting this, feel free to message me.

It’s been a while since we’ve talked and I’ve been wanting to message you for a while now to just make sure we’re ok. We used to be good friends back then, and I don’t expect us to be friends again, but I’d like to be civil. I know you’ve got your bf and I’ve got mine, and I’m sorry I hurt you in the process. I genuinely wish you well and I hope you’re happy. If you know who’s submitting this, feel free to message me.

It’s been a while since we’ve talked and I’ve been wanting to message you for a while now to just make sure we’re ok. We used to be good friends back then, and I don’t expect us to be friends again, but I’d like to be civil. I know you’ve got your bf and I’ve got mine, and I’m sorry I hurt you in the process. I genuinely wish you well and I hope you’re happy. If you know who’s submitting this, feel free to message me.

It’s been a while since we’ve talked and I’ve been wanting to message you for a while now to just make sure we’re ok. We used to be good friends back then, and I don’t expect us to be friends again, but I’d like to be civil. I know you’ve got your bf and I’ve got mine, and I’m sorry I hurt you in the process. I genuinely wish you well and I hope you’re happy. If you know who’s submitting this, feel free to message me.

i still remember the day you tried to kiss me, i felt...loved, but you moved to other country, now i feel empty.

i wish i could time travel back to when we were close. if i had one wish, i’d pick you

you make me so nervous even though maybe you don’t notice

you were everything even when you were nothing

I hate to hate to hate to hate you

I will always love you. to the moon and back x infinity <3

only for your eyes <3

u think no ones loved u like youve loved but u haven't heard my songs and u haven't read my thoughts

why are you getting so close when you know what you are?

i love just looking at you and observing how beautiful the world can be sometimes

please don’t forget about me

best first kiss ever.

You died before I came out as trans, I wonder what you'd think of me, Grammy. I miss you.

I miss you.

i want so, too

I miss being friends with you

Thank you for teaching me how to smile

Imy, ur my best friend and always will be deep down in my heart, I really hope ur doing well.

I never forgot your favourite colour. I can't make the text white so you're stuck with black again

i will ALWAYS wish we could’ve been forever. I’m sorry for eternity.

i wonder if you ever still think of me. i miss you.

I still love you. I miss when we would meet halfway at the stop sign, how simple it was then

i think you'll hurt me again but your love is sun on my skin

i still think about you everyday. maybe that’s pathetic. js wish i could talk to you again

I missed you, best friend. You're always gonna be in my heart, because I fell in love with you.

If I could try again I swear on everything I would be better

i don’t just like your eyes, i love the color, the hue
i love how safe i feel when i look at you

I love when you visit me in my dreams but I can't wait too see you in heaven

i js went on my first date. kinda wish i could’ve talked to u about it. sparks played. i miss you.

Miss u mom. Dad & I r going to get T soon, hope ur proud of how far I’ve come, wish u were here