Unsent messages to MARKUS
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: October 17, 2023, 9:06 pm UTC
its been over a year. i still love you. im sorry i left like you weren't a reason to stay.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: October 16, 2023, 3:52 am UTC
You save me, but you also tear me down.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: October 14, 2023, 7:27 pm UTC
U kept hurting me and I forgave u everytime.I love you but I don’t want to see u again.hope you heal
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: September 26, 2023, 2:54 am UTC
i miss you, why couldnt you get help? i tried so hard to stay friends but it became too much.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: September 25, 2023, 11:47 pm UTC
every time i pick up a pencil to draw i cant draw anything except you.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: September 11, 2023, 6:15 am UTC
I look for you in everyone I meet
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:26 pm UTC
I hope you know how much you actually mean to me
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: January 19, 2021, 2:44 am UTC
I knew I loved you when you stood in my kitchen and our eyes locked. But I knew you'd never feel that way.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:13 am UTC
i was infatuated with every single detail about you. i cant believe it all ended in the blink of an eye. suddenly we were strangers, like every other teenage love story. yet, i still love you, and i always will. how do i work up the courage to text u and say all of this? how do we make it work this time? how am i supposed to love you they way u want to be loved without fucking it up? whatever i’m just gonna text you. btw if u see this i love u so fucking much.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:49 pm UTC
Black because you are not my first love, you are nothing to me actually. I just needed to get this out.
I think about you too much. You feel nothing for me and yet I have this attraction to you. I trusted you from the first time we met and I don't know why. I know you already left more of an impact on me than I will ever leave on you and I don't know how to feel about it.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: January 4, 2021, 7:52 am UTC
i've been ignoring your texts and been dry to you. But you still text me something, why? Why now? You literally rejected me and now you text me. It's really confusing, all the mixed signals. And idk if i can do that anymore.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: December 23, 2020, 11:36 pm UTC
Im uncertain about my future; and everytime i think about it im reminded of how miserable i am and how i amount to nothing
Its not worth living that future;
Waking up, going to work, coming back ,sleeping
Wash.rinse.repeat
Ill kill myself before that;
I know it might hurt you but why should i live for anyone when im not even living for myself.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:15 pm UTC
After we broke up you stopped caring. That hurted me. How could you go from loving me to treat me like a nobody in just a few hours. Fuck you I hate you.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:11 pm UTC
I told you not to make promises you wouldn't keep, and you said you'd keep it. You still haven't reached out to me first since we parted.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:02 pm UTC
i wish you could see yourself like i see you, and see me like i see you. sometimes i feel like a game you’re just playing for a while.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: December 7, 2020, 3:18 am UTC
It would be so much easier if we didn’t always come back together. You were in my dream last night. Let me go.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:58 pm UTC
i dont know what it was about you, were exes now and we both are in relationships i just wish we could talk more
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: November 5, 2020, 8:03 am UTC
i don’t know if i love you or if i’m just lonely. you seem to not give a shit about my feelings so i don’t know why i’m still here. i thought we would have that dream relationship i’ve wanted forever, but it’s only like that if you’re genuinely happy.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: October 30, 2020, 10:28 pm UTC
I always loved you. No matter if you loved me back or not. And i will do so forever. i just wished you would feel the same.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: October 30, 2020, 1:48 pm UTC
I thought you liked me back, all this time. You haven't texted or facetimed me at all these days, it kinda hurts bro. I was so scared to lose our friendship because of my feelings. Now it became real. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: October 30, 2020, 1:46 pm UTC
I thought you liked me back, all this time. You haven't texted or facetimed me at all these days, it kinda hurts bro. I was so scared to lose our friendship because of my feelings. Now it became real. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: October 21, 2020, 12:40 pm UTC
You thaught me how to not have a care in the world, and i never felt so alive... but then you did not need me because summer was over and I was just a distraction.
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: September 29, 2020, 2:53 am UTC
Thank you. Thank you for all you do for me. You saved my life. Without you i would be dead right now. You mean so much to me and I hope i never take that for granted ?
From: ABC
To: markus
Date: September 11, 2020, 12:58 am UTC
We were best friends, I miss that bond. But you dated my best friend and I dated yours. I never got the chance to tell you how I felt about you.. you hate me now while I love you.
