I loved you so much, you don't even know the half of what I would've done for you, you were my best friend but in the end you ended up being my enemy and it didn't have to be like this but you chose it to be like this because if you didn't you wouldn't have done all those things to hurt me, you hurt me. if I could put you through the pain you put be through you would wonder how im still here, we truth is im not because im a new person. the person you knew back in September isn't here anymore, she died the second you were dead to me. and yeah I waited a whole year to text you back and see if you would apologize but no, you blamed it on me again. you haven't changed and you know what I hope one day you do, I hope you grow into the man I know you are and that you find an epic love and have a beautiful family. because unlike you I wanted and still want the best for you and in a couple years from now I hope you are different and have learned from your mistakes and are living your best life because you deserve that. because if I can forgive you for what you did to me then you are worthy of a second chance. and don't mess it up because your next girl deserves a good man, not the one I knew.

wanna talk about betrayal then lets. you made me think you were different, you were nice, funny, gentle, you made me feel wanted and you pulled this shit and showed your true colors and wow did it catch me my surprise. you caught me off guard and used it to ur advantage so fuck you but I love you and that the problem .

I just wish you could understand your feelings.

i’m sorry that i frustrate you. i really do want and need you in my life.

I love you, my handsome boy. I hope one day you do get yourself together and come back to try again.

if i had known itd be our last hug, i wouldve held on a little longer. miss u buttercup

do you remember me and that ring you gave me in the second grade