i had "loves" before you. but, in the end, those were mere crushes, inklings of insignificance, results of my high school boredom. you were something else; a cacophony of tumultuous joys and aches, crashing over me all at once in a blinding haze of... love? you were the first who i truly loved. i'm not quite sure how to make you understand, but you made me feel like red wine, calm with a tinge of excitement always threatening to burst off the tongue, bitter but so much so that you cannot help but yearn for more. perhaps i'm being too descriptive. maybe i just need to say it. i love you.

i crave you back even tho i left, im sorry. please can we try again

I wish I could tell you what's on my mind, I don't know why it's so hard for me.

I hope youre happy and it all works out well, I miss you but I do not take back anything I said. ily

if only u gave me one more chance

come throw acorns again, im always waiting

i am so so so in love with you, it just isn’t the right time

I wish I could have proposed to you

My mind is so consumed of thoughts of you and me and what we could’ve been if you didn’t leave.

i still love you with all my being. even after everything

I know I could have loved you, but you would not let me.

It is time to let you go. I know you never actually loved me anyways.