Unsent messages to KOUROSH

And slowly you became a part of me. We aren't together anymore, but I still find you in the way I talk, in the way I blink with both of my eyes cause you idiot used to do that. In the way I wear sweatpants cause you said "jeans are way too tight!!" In the way I bite my nails, whenever I'm overwhelmed by my thoughts. i never did that as a child, I started doing it cause you do that. And lastly: all the memories. You never kissed me but that hugs felt like heaven. And when you used to put your arm around me, I felt the luckiest girl on earth. The way you used to laugh about the stupidest things and couldn't even explain why you're laughing cause you couldn't even breathe haha that's just legendary.