Unsent messages to LUCIEN
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: July 24, 2025, 5:16 am UTC
I always wonder if you ever regret our friendship or how it ended
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: July 17, 2025, 6:47 pm UTC
ive been in love with you for almost a year now and I wish i wasnt too afraid to tell you
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: July 6, 2025, 2:37 am UTC
I really like you and I feel like its obvious and I'm sorry if it ever makes you uncomfortable
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: July 4, 2025, 11:45 pm UTC
you pulled back. i really had hope for us again. i thought you weren’t over me. don’t let me go.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: June 29, 2025, 1:23 am UTC
I really wish I could hold you again like last time.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: May 31, 2025, 12:30 am UTC
i like you so much my hands shake around you— i dont think you’ve noticed though
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: May 20, 2025, 11:42 pm UTC
I’ve wanted u for 3 years and I just can’t tell if u feel the same. Pls say smth before uni
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: May 16, 2025, 3:10 am UTC
I still wear the owl necklace you gave me. i miss you my sweet boy. i’m sorry, seriously.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: May 15, 2025, 11:27 pm UTC
you will always be my baby even if im not yours.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: April 18, 2025, 6:53 am UTC
If you see this, I’m so sorry. Please reach out again, I promise I’ll answer. I js miss you.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: April 15, 2025, 1:56 am UTC
you never bother me!! you are secretly one of my favorites
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: March 27, 2025, 12:08 am UTC
I love when you laugh, and I love that you laugh at all my jokes even when they aren’t funny
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: March 4, 2025, 2:40 am UTC
I miss you so much. I think about you everyday. I wish you didn’t give up on us. Can we start over?
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: January 23, 2025, 3:54 am UTC
Every night I beg for you to be in my dreams so I can catch a glimpse of you
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: January 17, 2025, 6:46 am UTC
You were everything I wanted to be. I was just someone to be used.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: October 22, 2024, 6:19 pm UTC
You are always on my mind......I think I will miss you forever..
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: August 27, 2024, 2:59 am UTC
Don’t miss me too much, okay?
To the moon and back, until the stars stop twinkling in the sky.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: August 8, 2024, 6:28 am UTC
I hope you think about me all the time, if not in love, then in regret.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: July 17, 2024, 4:40 pm UTC
I was falling in love with you when you left.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: July 5, 2024, 3:43 pm UTC
I wish you knew how much i loved everything you hated about yourself
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: June 2, 2024, 3:59 am UTC
You’re the one that got away. I want to hold you in my arms again
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: May 29, 2024, 2:51 am UTC
I wish I could tell you how much I like you
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: May 23, 2024, 6:50 pm UTC
I have no idea how you feel about me, but your laugh is the most joyous sound I’ve ever heard.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: April 29, 2024, 9:58 pm UTC
U don’t know I exist… But maybe u will.hopefully
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: February 28, 2024, 8:08 pm UTC
I love you so much lucien...I hope you know that. you deserve the world.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: January 18, 2024, 7:17 pm UTC
I love you more than you'll ever know...I hate that I'll only ever be your "best friend".
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: November 12, 2023, 11:56 am UTC
i wish i could tell you how much i really love you but it won't ever work out anyway
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: November 3, 2023, 12:48 pm UTC
i don't even know why i'm so sad it's not like you love me or anything
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: October 31, 2023, 10:49 pm UTC
i’d do anything you ask, just ask me to come back.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: October 25, 2023, 9:25 pm UTC
I should’ve hugged you longer if I knew you were going to leave.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: October 19, 2023, 6:56 pm UTC
i wish i could reincarnate in the world where you exist. perhaps in my next life, i will meet you <3
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: October 12, 2023, 10:12 pm UTC
do you think of me like i think of you?
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: September 9, 2023, 9:40 pm UTC
going to Switzerland without seeing you had a bittersweet feeling.
i didn't stop loving you.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: August 10, 2023, 3:17 am UTC
I guess that we will have our second chance in another life.
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:27 pm UTC
i loved you like I’ve loved nobody else
From: ABC
To: Lucien
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:08 am UTC
This was our colour. We always used to listen to “popular” by MIKA on repeat at lunch time, and you made me so happy. But then you said what you said, and something inside me broke. The fact you had the audacity to talk about me the day afterwards to piss me off honestly just made me want to punch you. We may be friends now, but I have never forgotten what you said, and I am still weary of you because of it.
