Unsent messages to LOTUS
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: June 22, 2025, 1:07 am UTC
I miss you like hell. I still love you and I can’t stop. I would wait a lifetime for you
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: June 15, 2025, 6:49 pm UTC
It's not your fault that you're in that situation. It's never your fault.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: June 10, 2025, 1:23 am UTC
i will never stop loving you, no matter what.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: December 20, 2024, 10:36 pm UTC
I’m so proud of you, I know none of this has been easy but you’ve come so far.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: December 12, 2024, 12:23 pm UTC
You made my childhood self feel pure again. I wish you didn’t have to hurt alone.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: November 11, 2024, 6:33 am UTC
Thank you for all the lessons you've taught me.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: September 7, 2024, 6:24 am UTC
I hate how calm you acted when I told you I was blocking you, did you ever care?
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: August 1, 2024, 2:01 am UTC
I'm so sorry it had to be like this, I love you so much Lo. I hope we can kiss again someday
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: July 4, 2024, 3:18 am UTC
Thoughts of you
only misconstrue
what we really went through. A dream i cling to.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: July 1, 2024, 6:32 am UTC
I loved you. There I said it. Dare I mend what I thought was copacetic?
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: June 23, 2024, 11:08 pm UTC
I hope you are happier without me than you were with me
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: June 15, 2024, 7:51 am UTC
You've left my heart with nothing but music. I consider it a wish granted (:
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: April 27, 2024, 9:37 pm UTC
I still dream. However everytime i see you and awake. I'm left more sick than before. Like poison.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: April 27, 2024, 7:33 pm UTC
you are stunning but i dont think we'd work out
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: April 26, 2024, 3:40 am UTC
Haven't felt real since last i heard from u (:
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: February 13, 2024, 8:37 pm UTC
I was falling for you all over again..is this how it ends?
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: January 17, 2024, 5:45 pm UTC
I never really got over us, what we used to have. if i never met you i wouldnt be here.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: December 19, 2023, 9:01 am UTC
i wish you knew just how loved you are
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: November 12, 2023, 11:23 am UTC
I'm afraid I'll miss you forever and we'll never be in the same room again :(
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: November 4, 2023, 8:08 pm UTC
i wonder if you still think about us
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: October 28, 2023, 8:43 am UTC
I still hope we end up together despite everything in our way
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: September 28, 2023, 5:16 pm UTC
You are everything I never knew I needed.
I love you in ways I never thought I could love someone
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: August 1, 2023, 2:45 am UTC
here we are again, but im still missing us
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: December 6, 2020, 2:05 pm UTC
no past tense. present and future, but i get it. thank you for everything, take care!
goodbye, my love.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: November 29, 2020, 9:52 pm UTC
it’s been over two months, surreal to think that after all we won’t get to spend christmas or new years together. i miss you so much it makes my head hurt.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: November 25, 2020, 8:02 pm UTC
i can’t fall asleep. the last thing i think of every night is your voice and your perfect smile, how i wish i could hear it.
stay safe bubba
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: November 12, 2020, 7:40 pm UTC
i miss falling asleep to your voice. i hope you’re doing well and taking proper care of yourself. i’ll love you beyond forever :’)
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: October 31, 2020, 9:29 am UTC
you will always have my heart. i’m excited for our future, i’m excited for our growth. i will always be proud of you, no matter what.
From: ABC
To: lotus
Date: September 24, 2020, 4:10 pm UTC
you’re slowly but surely deleting me out of your life, when you promised me we’d be forever. i really hope you’re going to keep it.
i’ll love you, lo. always
