although we didnt know each other, knowing you loved multiple people before you loved me makes me question whether you mean it anymore

i tried kissing your neck and sucking on it the same way she used to, you pushed me away and told me no. i wonder what was different

sometimes you make me wonder if the pain you put me through is worth it. but deep down I know if I leave you I will be looking for someone who reminds me of you. It's not like I would fall in love again with anyone who isn't you. you're the only person i've really been in love with.