ive gone through so many thoughts about you since the day we met. i wish I realised how I felt sooner. maybe things would have been different. i think now I need to stop denying how I feel about you. i don't want to get hurt, I don't want you to know completely, even if you already kind of do. i want to know how you really feel without your weird way of pretedning you feel nothing, but maybe I'm wrong about that. even tho I've been doing stuff you dotn know about, i always think about you. i guess you could say Ive fallen quite deep. i don't know how to stop it, i wish i could. i really miss you. i wish u would ceom back already. but maybe i do only like u as a friend, i just need clarity. thank u. love u