I do think the universe is waiting for the perfect time to let us meet and I know it would just be so special to me. Also you left me to forever make the song nuts by lil peep associated with you. And this one time you said you thought I smelled like roses so I literally started to wear rose perfume and now I can’t stop wearing it bc I used to wear it all the time, thanks. But I don’t know how you feel about me. I know we didn’t talk everyday but Fortnite and calls we so much fun, the one day u wanted to link I wanted to go so bad but u was at my cottage and I regret that so much, and I know you prob don’t even think about me but I hope when I do cross your mind it’s positive and I do want to talk to me again, I never knew if you liked me but that doesn’t matter I would never break a relationship because honestly Addison seems so good for you and I’m happy for you, I mean we were supposed to be best friends, It’s just me or are you somehow missed so helped the dream find me but it was so important to me and I’ve been trying to get to you but is so so so hard but I miss you so much and if we ever meet again I love you so much and thanks for everything I will cry happy tears because my best friend will be back. I could talk about anything to you, you were my November, for those three months, since I added you on your birthday you stuck with me until you did that grey arrow check and I said whatever let’s snap him back and when you snapped back saying I looked like Sid from ice age I was a lil offended but we made you the nickname linguini from ratitoui and it was so funny and special, you mean the world to me, no joke I love you and maybe I will sometime get to see you and I can give you this message and I pray and you can see that you meant the world best friend, everything to me, Gavin