I’m grateful for our relationship, you were my first love and I genuinely loved u ( I still do ) but I don’t need you anymore because you’ll leave again and I can’t trust you , anyways you were the best thing that happened to me , i was so happy when I was with you and seeing you everyday at school was the best thing ever , i loved everything about you , you were perfect to me , but it went down and you broke up with me , I was sad because I lost my favorite person , the person who told me that they will always stay with me no matter what , the person who I fucking hugged because they were scared that our relationship will end, anyways i just wanted you to know that I’m always here if you feel down or smtg just hmu (even though I’m blocked lol)

you hurt me so much that you made me believe i wasn't lovable . if you ever try to come back in my life again know there isn't a place for you . why did you say you love me and wake up one day and decide nah not anymore , i regret trusting you and making time for you , i still love you and i hate the fact that i do because you never loved me in the first place , you just loved the idea of being with me :(

you came into my life and gave me a feeling i can't even describe , it was the best feeling of my life .
when you left you took that with you , but it's okay .