for the longest time you were the person that i could proudly say saved me from the darkness that threatened to swallow me but now i hate you more than anything i have ever hated because you are the reason i wish nothing more for it to swallow me

i suck at showing emotions to anyone. but with you it was always different. I don't know how to properly express my feelings for you without rambling on for hours. i know that you are the one for me, you always have been. i love you

sending those posts back and forth gave me butterflies that I can't even explain, they made me so happy. and it is back, I feel it again, I feel everything again because of you :), I love you so much and I can't wait till we can hangout again

ur ambitious, inspiring, intuitive. be kind to yourself, be amazing, and keep working hard