Unsent messages to LILLA
From: ABC
To: lilla
you honestly have made my life complete. I feel like I don't deserve you and some part in me wants you to shatter my heart so you can be with someone who deserves you. I never want to let you go and yet I feel like its selfish to have you.
From: ABC
To: lilla
im just gonna keep ranting bc i know your never gonna see this. i stay up late at night thinking about you. thinking about how much I love you and how much I don't deserve you. i know I shouldn't but every time we talk about your past crushes or celebrity crushes, my heart cracks a bit. Im so insecure about myself and a part of me is always comparing myself to your past crushes. I don't know why out of all people, you chose me. I stopped acting sad because I don't want you to see how insecure I am. I also want you to be comfortable with me and not being able to joke around and talk would hinder that. I don't think I've ever told you just how insecure I am because I don't want to feel like a burden. You have helped me so much and honestly when I'm with you that stuff just disappears. but my adhd and anxiety are constantly telling me u hate me, I'm not worth it, you are too good for me, and that you don't want me. I know its not true but deep down it stays on my mind. I hope you never leave my side and that one day i can open up to you about this
From: ABC
To: lilla
I feel like I miss someone but I know I do it Right
I know how we feel but we cant make it cuz Im leave the country :(
From: ABC
To: lilla
Szia Lilla!
Yeah, this one is me. If you read this, I want you to know how wonderful and strong you are. What's for you, will not go past you. Miss you everyday.
M
From: ABC
To: lilla
you are so cute<3
i kinda want to be your girlfriend
imagine how cute we could be togetherā¦
From: ABC
To: lilla
i will always love you, u just hurt me. i want u in my life
From: ABC
To: lilla
i'm so glad we're friends. sometimes i wish we were more though.
From: ABC
To: lilla
i regret leaving u i wish you would hear me out instead of blocking me
From: ABC
To: lilla
iām starting to think i like you, but iām not supposed feel those things.
From: ABC
To: lilla
I love you. Ik u like him tho. every time u talk ABT him my chest hurts. ilysm. you're everything.
From: ABC
To: lilla
there are so many things that would remain unsaid
(u know who I am when you read this)
