ok we are just going to do it, if you see this, no you didn't :) i sometimes wish i never dmd you, not bc i didnt wish i met you bc it would be easier not having met you. you wouldnt be this amazing person i once knew, ya know? you would just have been a stranger...but everything happens for a reason, and maybe the reason you came into my life was too teach me a lesson, i needed to get my shi together. which i did, and it wasnt by any means easy. it was hard but im so happy where i am now. i just wish it didnt come at such an expendable cost. but thank you for everything. i wish i could tell you this str8 up but i rly dont think ud care and i get weird tlking to you. i can talk to everyone else but to you..i freeze. i sound stupid. but ya know its alr. you taught me so much. I finally get everything you told me in the end, it finally mkes sense. im always here for you, which doesnt rly matter rn, but i am. ill shut up and listen if you ever need it, no judgement. i use to hate you bc i still cared but then i realized its not a bad thing to care, it doesnt make you weak, it just makes you more human. a part of me will never forget you and a part of me will never not love you, but that means i just have to love the next person 10xs more than i loved you. which seemed impossible and still sometimes seems unachievable because im scared but thats just the cost of this journey im on. i hope you never doubt that i loved you, even if you didnt love me (thats worded qrong but w.e) i always had the best intentions, i never wanted to hurt you. i wanted to give you the world, forever. nut forever came to a hard end. maybe one day will be friends, or not. who knows? but remember youre worth, ight? okie bye monster.

Lene you broke my heart the moment you left me for her... Marie. I will never forget you but I don't forgive you

Thinking on u always girl hmu

(miss you more than I know how to articulate and wish you’d wanna walk with me)

I wish we could talk without sadness and shame

You organized the stars to mean something to me. I think of you when I see them

I love you so much i hope this distance doesn't end us. I hope you still love me.

Let me back in. I can do better this time. I can be better

You say no one knows you so well

My dreams are the only place I can tell u that I still think of u every day

I wouldn’t know what to do with a second chance

Hope the thrill was worth it, you've hurt me for life but it's better without you.

White Ferrari </3

i dont believe in soulmates the way they tell it but i believe in you and thats close enough for me.