Unsent messages to LEILANI

it took everything i had to get over you, why can i read your name everywhere i look, why am i constantly being reminded of you in places where i don't want to be. i'm all about moving on but why is it so difficult with you, you don't anything but you're doing everything you possibly can. i can't tell whether i want you to go away or to tell me not to stop believing. show me something or leave me alone
please.