You left me with so many unanswered questions and with a stinging feeling of insecurity. You taunted me and showed no sign of humanity when I had that breakdown. The physical toll of what happened haunted me for over a month, I could hardly leave my bed and to see you end up in the same exact situation as the one you put me in hurts, it really does. Because I care about you. More than anything and more than most. No, I will never love you again, but you’re one of my dearest friends and it pains me so horribly to see how he hurt you. I didn’t speak up or say anything cause you said that I was horribly toxic, you said I was overly jealous when really, I was just concerned. Yes, I was jealous but only because you had completely replaced me while we were still together. It hurt.
But I don’t blame you at all. I don’t blame you one bit, rather, I blame him. I don’t know why, but I do. Maybe he manipulated you... I’m not sure. I will never know. My questions will never be answered and I’ll be stuck with a lump of confusion in my heart, but I hope that you’re happier now than you would’ve been with me.