Unsent messages to LAYLA

every dove, every deer, every purple flower, every lipstick mark, every blue-gray stone is you, love

i’m so sorry i betrayed your trust. i miss you more than i should.

i miss you, i’m not even sure what happened between us… is our friendship still redeemable?

you ruined my life and i miss you

i’m still in love with you.

why did you do that to me?

You will always have a place in my heart

I wish you knew relying on someone isn't a bad thing. I wish you relied on me.

Why do you treat me differently than others?

It's your fault I'm like this.

you were my best friend but you really hurt me and you left it too long to fix it.

you are enough

I’ll always wait for you

I really miss your dog and cats

i wish you knew how loved you are

I wanted it to be you so bad. You just never wanted it to be me

i know you’ve moved on, but i can’t seem to

we're still friends in my dreams

bro you are literally a rock ilysfm. layla the one and only.

I still have the melted crayon

it’s too late for us to work

I love you forever<3

i hate you

I love you my girl, I’ll always be here for you<3
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i like u more than i think is normal

fuck you, i never did anything to you but you hated me anyway, you decided you hated me before i'd even opened my mouth and all i've ever thought about since, is why

i hope you make it out of that town, i hope you drive often to places youve never been, i hope you love a content life full of excitement and peace.

I'm gonna be honest here because I know you'll never read this. So fuck you, you broke me. You literally left me with no explanation, you told my bsf why you ghosted me, but couldn't tell me. We were friends, we were there for each other. I remember so many times where you ranted to me about situations, and I remember many times where you saved me. You were there, and then in the blink of an eye you weren't. So I guess what I'm trying to say is come back, please just come back. I miss your laugh, and I'm dying without you. I relapsed last night, your the only one who helps, and you're gone. Just come back, I miss our friendship.

I'm your best friend but you're not mine, and that's ok, because I know you're going to last longer in my life than anyone ever has. Ily b

You were my best friend for a long time. We never truly had a falling out we just stopped talking. I thank you for all the good memories we did share but deep down I’m glad we grew apart. I never felt like I could be myself around you and I didn’t know who I was either I wanted you to like me and not leave me alone because you were the only friend I had for a long time. But now I am finding myself (cliché I know but it’s true ) and I know I’m not typically someone you would have wanted to be friends with. While I do wonder what you think happened and what you think of me now I’m glad you were my friend and I’m glad we were able to grow up and realize we weren’t what we needed. I wish you the best and I will always be thankful.

You know this is talking about you. I know what you are doing. I hope this makes you question if this is meant for you

you put me through hell and back mentally when we were friends, i felt suffocated. nevertheless i doubt ill ever stop caring about you. you were my best friend

you are the most amazing person. you are so hard on yourself but i promise you are perfect. and if he’s too dumb to realize that, he’s not the one. you are so so beautiful and kind u don’t deserve trash.

I wish you could see yourself from my prespective and that you could help yourself or get help please realise that you shouldn't hate yourself and just ask someone for help

i said we were just friends but i like you. like alot. i didnt know how to tell you so ig im gonna do it using one of your favourite websites that you never stop talking about. i love you. i love everything about you. i love you smile and your laugh, i love your non-existent style and i love your presence. i love everything about you layla. ik youre most likely not gonna see this but just know youre forever gonna have a place in my heart whether we're together or not. i love you layla

i miss you, im sorry we grew apart and i wish i could make it like it was but i don’t know how because we’re so different now but i still love you and you’ll always mean a lot to me; even if we hardly speak

i could have 10 hours convos with u and i would still not get bored with you. u bring the happiness i need in my life. u are worth so much more then people say about you. i hope you know that :)

i literally adore you. i’m so comfortable around u and look forward to seeing u all the time. there’s few people i love as much and as deeply as u.

um hi. it's been a while. i never wanted things to turn out how they did especially with you. you were my best friend and that one person thats been there through the years. I hope you do see this. Im sorry a fight went that far mistakes are made and i just want to get everything off my chest. i genuinely hope you're happy. I miss the laughs. i hope you dont have that much negativity towards me. i think one bad fight doesnt define what our friendship was. sorry

Sorry I was a boring person all them years during our friendship, I have just been depressed and self conscious about myself to were I didn’t want to do anything anymore, I gave up on life. I should’ve told you what was going on in my life that made me like this but I felt like I was being over dramatic because you had it worse than me. That situation really messed me up tho, it caused me to have trust issues to were I don’t tell anyone anything that goes on in my life. During our last year of friendship I thought you didn’t like me and that I was a burden to you, so I stopped talking to you, and we grew apart. I think about our friendship all the time and how loved I felt, I wish I could’ve gave that same energy back to you, I’m sorry.

lmao hey lays you probably dont know who this is from but we are close and met through an edit grp, well surprise i caught feelings i just didn't want to tell you. we don't talk much now though you probably found out

HELLO ITS LEET. i just wanted to say i love u. alot. and im really glad youre in my life and we have eachother and im sorry if im mean sometimes or annoying im working on it but yeah thank you for everything and i hope we spend the rest of our lives together. not in a gay way. anyway i love u seven

HELLO ITS LEET. i just wanted to say i love u. alot. and im really glad youre in my life and we have eachother and im sorry if im mean sometimes or annoying im working on it but yeah thank you for everything and i hope we spend the rest of our lives together. not in a gay way. anyway i love u seven

I feel like Ive been distant and i am sorry i really am its just so hard sometimes and i dont want to
tell you whats going on. we were supposed to
tell eachother everything. im
sorry

while i fought for you, you were fighting for someone else. i wanted to make it work but you have broken me to the bone.

I never knew how i truly felt about you, all i knew was that you were so kind, you comforted me when my anxiety got bad, you always reassured me about how i looked when we went out. Thank you for that

Hey, I just wanna say that you do make me happy, when u text and call me baby, it makes me feel special ?❤ Idk if ur gonna see this but I remember when we first met, I thought u looked pretty so I went to go get my friend to talk to you bc I was too shy...and then the time where u and me were on the low ab things and kept denying ab me and you lol? Went from Homies to calling eachother baby, crazy right?? Anyways I just wanna let you know that I hope we both continue to grow strong feelings for eachother....???️

You’re my first love, idk if I’m any of your first which is scary but I hope I’ll be your last and the only one that matters.