I know you hate me and want me dead. you have every reason to. i saw cruel to you after we broke up. i was young and emotional but i was still an asshole. anyway. i think im still recovering too. it still hurts to think of you with someone else or imagine it. i dont think i miss you or want to be with you, i think i just miss having someone like you. but that person shouldnt be you. are you recovering too? sometimes i cant stand watching the youtubers we used to watch together because it hurts so much. cody especially. i can only really watch him when im doing alright emotionally because it brings back memories otherwise. oh well. take care. good luck in college.

What does it mean if we only ever understood each other in our absence from one another’s life?

I will always love you. How I do, let go of a prayer for you.

Just a sweet word.

im so sorry we never worked out and now it is just to late after everything we both went through