Unsent messages to LAURA

Every now and then when I’m driving alone i get flashbacks of our ten year old selves giggling in the rain. I wonder if you miss our friendship like i do. Best of luck in life.
-a childhood best friend

Recuerdas cuando te dije que no quería saber mas de ti y que te olvidaría por el resto de mi vida, en realidad todavia sigo pensado en ti y no te eh olvidado. Siempre serás la única persona de la cual seguiré enamorada por mucho tiempo, pero no estábamos destinadas a estar juntas solo nos conocimos por coincidencias del destino. Te amo y te extraño

“from the moment i first saw you, i was yours and you were mine”
the way you touch me, the way you look at me and give that gay smile i just can’t!!!!
is this love? so why do i feel so sad abt the things u tell me? why do u leave me to be with her?
why am i fucking scared of giving my heart to u?
but otherwise, why do i miss you so bad, why do i have a fucking playlist with all the songs that remember me of you, why i remember of you with literally ANYTHING.
maybe i know that if she calls you now and tells that she loves you, you will just let me here, waiting for you, and die in her arms
that shit makes me cry like every fucking week
you know that doesn’t matter what i do, and how hard you pretend
you will still loving her the most.
that’s why i cry listening to heather.
and that’s why i hate loving you.

I miss our friendship before you started to try and please everyone, i wish you nothing but the best and wish u would text me.

"from the moment i first saw you, i was yours and you were mine"
the way you touch me, the way you look at me and give that gay smile i just can't
is this love? so why do i feel so sad abt the things u tell me? why do u leave me to be with her?
why am i fucking scared of giving my heart to u?
but otherwise, why do i miss you so bad, why do i have a fucking playlist with all the songs you, why you get me so horny.
maybe i know that if she calls you now and tells that she loves you, you will just let me here, waiting for you, and die in her arms
that shit makes me cry like every fucking week
you know that doesn't matter what i do, you will still loving her the most.
that's why i cry listening to heather.
and that's why i hate loving you.

so yeah it’s about time i admit that i cheated on you, a lot. i was really shitty and toxic and you didn’t deserve that. glad you’re happy now though!

It still hurts me that you wanted to kill yourself because of me. Because we liked the same boy.. I know it was years ago and you've said you didn't mean it, but that night i thought you really did it. I can't stop thinking about it, it still hunts me in my thoughts.

Maybe right person wrong time is a real thing...
I am truly sorry for hurting you.
I hope you'll never forget what we have or had and I hope it never gets lost.
If I could turn back time, I'd do it all right this time because making this relationship fail is the worst thing I've done.
Deep in my heart I still hope our hearts will meet again and it will be us in the end.
It is worth the fight.
I want to make you the happiest, I want to help you fall in love with yourself too because you are such a gorgeous person.
I love you
and I always will.
E

I think I like you more than in a best friend manner. I’ve know for some time actually. It’s wrong. I know it’s so wrong because I’m literally with someone right now, but oh how I wish you liked me back. I’m pretty sure you’re painfully straight- so this is me saying goodbye to my feelings (hopefully). Maybe we’ll be endgame in another lifetime.

Best friends.
Definitely,
Listen, I just wanted to speak to you, not listen to you laughing with someone else on a fucking Roblox game
R O B L O X
out of everything, Roblox. Be grateful I had something else to do for the whole day, like listen to Wilbursoot (what a king) and Mothermother.
Oh but you know I get pissed and jealous easily. Yes, you FUCKING DO.
gl with whatever u end up doing.

I hope you’re doing okay. It still hurts me that we were the right people for each other at the wrong time. Time heals me and it helps me get over the fact that I was too late. Forgive me.
Yours sincerely
N.

hi laura. we dont rlly talk anymore but you were my first ever crush. we only dated because you were too afraid to say no, and i can confidently say, you are lowkey a bitch. i dont know how i ever liked you. we've been friends for almost a year now but we've drifted apart so much and become such different people i find talking to you annoying and unbearable. if you see this, please break off our friendship. i have a feeling youre very lonely and in a rough patch rn but clinging onto a dying friendship isnt good. i hope we arent friends in the future. i wroye this at 4 am btw

I loved you so much and I’m sorry I could never be the one, I’m just so glad you’re happy I love you x

I’m scared of losing you. We barely talk any more, which would be fine if we ever saw each other, but we can’t. You are my best friend and I miss you. I miss your smile and your hugs and your endless optimism. I know we have helped each other grow as people so much since we first met, but I don’t want this to be a goodbye. I still need you.
You were always the reason why I stopped myself. You were why I never went through with it because I cared about how you would deal with it. I miss you and you mean the world to me.
I’m scared that the future I planned in my head for so many years will be destroyed. I don’t want to lose you because you are my best friend and the beat thing that has ever happened to me.

me hiciste sentir de una forma increíble y amada, me hiciste feliz, me hubiese gustado que todo fuese diferente pero no podemos cambiar eso, no se lo que siento pero de lo que estoy segura es que te quiero mucho como una amiga, te amo m

It's ok. I still don't understand but I accept that this is the way it had to be. I really hope it was worth it for you xx

I did what I could for you and you still always questioned my love. And when times got hard, you disappeared. I cried a lot that year.

After years you tried to come back into my life, but I just don't care about you anymore. I can't fix you and that's okay. Good luck.

damn you hurt me alot, but at the same time i messed up too. i dont think it can ever be the same as it used to. i miss you

aunque dejásemos de hablar sigo esperando una llamada inesperada tuya.
y aunque se que no me puedes dar lo que necesito, te sigo esperando.

we were way too young to understand it but i know we were in love. i miss you every single day and i wonder if you ever think about me. i wish you'd come back bc i still love you

Eres la niña más especial del mundo, recuerda si por pendeja te caes por perra te levantas, espero verte muy pronto.

Te amo demasiado perdoname por haberte hecho daño en algun momento, espero nuestra amistad dure hasta que nuestra vida termine te quiero, J.

i love you bitch and honestly i literally don’t know what id do without you. sometimes i think we’re soulmates but we’re literally so young idk. we’ve been friends for a while now and i just want you to know you mean the world to me. i love you forever and always.

Ja bi da se jebemo :)
Al platonski,msm nemoramo platonski an neces mozemo i ovk
Ajmo se sam jebat i tjt

the thing that hurts the most is that i know i could have treated you better than all of other people that you will date. i love you more than i love myself and you are the reason why im happy sometimes

i know that i shouldn't like you. it's obvi you don't like me back. i just like you so much it hurts.

Today was nice.
We laughed and talked together.
I was so happy.
Just so u know, Im not giving up on our friendship. I believe that we can make things work. love u the most

I think about you everyday, I just can’t explain how in love with you I am. You make everything better.

i dont get you do you like me do you not do you just want to kiss me or is that just a big joke are e friends or are we more than that or do we want to be but just cant.

heya, i love you so much, and i know we'll never get to be together but just now if you ever need me in 2 years i will LITERALLY drop ANYONE for you;)

hey, its simadra.
i know you probably wont get this but i think about you every single fucking day. i cried countless nights till this day. you fucked me up. and yet here i am and i still love you.

Hey Laura.
hvis du har føet føelser for mig så skal vi til at have en pause.. undskyld men du valgte det forkerte tidspunkt. du sagde nej til mig og nu er jeg nød til at sige nej til dig ;(
jeg tror det er en god ide hvis vi lige holder en pause fra hinanden.
jeg kan lide en anden, og det ved du godt..
jeg har ikke så meget at sige end at vi ses...

Eres lo mejor y siempre me acordaré de ti, dudo que sea uno y si son más que sepas que tu olor y hasta tus susurros me hacen sentir lo máximo para mí.

Zpp

One month without u. I fucking hate myself. Im so sorry I fucked things up. I just feel so empty u know??

Jamás debimos separarnos. Eramos para siempre, nosotras, siendo nosotras. Como el hilo rojo, teníamos esa conexión que se tiene una vez en la vida. No dejé de amarte. Te extraño, Lauri.

I miss you Laura. Im sorry for not talking to you the other day. I was so overwhalmed by you beauty that i shit my pants

sometimes you rlly dont know whats happening in my life,even if u r my sister u still dont know cos i dont tell any1 anymore anything,still love you very much
sis xoxo

I wish things didn't go the way they did. I truly saw a future with you. I would love to catch up... probably.

if you knew how bad you are breaking me every second but i still love you and while you are breaking the last piece of my heart i think of you like you are the best thing ever happend to me i will always love you you saved me but i dont know if im can stay if you break my whole heart

i cant explain how much you have hurt me its because of you that i cry myself to sleep and want to die every day you always reminded me how much everyone hates me you told me im not enough and brought me to my lowest point i didnt understand happieness until i blocked you and whenver i see your name i cringe

I never knew what love was until you broke my heart but I still found myself doing everything I could to keep you alive.

I don't deserve you. I never have. I want you so so bad but I just know there is a bigger reason behind why we can't be together. I'm a mess, an absolutely dysfunctional mess who treats everyone I have ever been with like shit. I hope one day I'm blessed with the opportunity to share the gift of love with you, but for now you know where I'll be :)

I don't know how to tell you I like you. I'm scared to lose you all together, but it feels like I already have.

I know its my fault that u left. And I want u to know that I am so sorry. I just wish I didnt ruin everything. miss u

I hate that I like you. I don't wanna be friends, but I don't wanna let go, I don't wanna go through the pain

the hottest girl in the world dates an unathletic anti social gamer boy. sounds like a dream but it happened.

echo de menos que m pidas los deberes. odiaba que solo m hablaras para eso pero al menos así me hablabas. ahora ni eso

' and in the end, we were all just humans... drunk on the idea that love, only love, could heal our brokenness' - F.Scott Fitzgerald

I fell in love with an image of you that wasn't the real you, and even tho it hurted like a bitch when you rejected me, I think you did the right decision. I can now move on. I hope.

everyday i talk to you and everyday you make me smile. you mean more to me than words can say. i put all my faith and trust into you and i’m glad i did.