Unsent messages to KYLIE
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: September 26, 2023, 3:45 am UTC
you gave up on us. goodbye forever. hope she makes you forget everything.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: September 26, 2023, 12:20 am UTC
Why am i not enough? why am i not even worth trying?
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: September 16, 2023, 5:51 pm UTC
You’re doing amazing, I’m so proud of you<3!
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: September 7, 2023, 3:15 am UTC
i gave you a thousand chances and you gave me none.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: September 5, 2023, 2:34 am UTC
just need a sign and i’ll come to you first
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: September 1, 2023, 5:49 am UTC
please im so sorry. please love me again. please text me.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: August 28, 2023, 5:37 pm UTC
i hope you're happy, now please forget about me
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: August 25, 2023, 1:31 am UTC
i wish i could tell how you feel about me
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: August 18, 2023, 8:19 pm UTC
just wish youd text me. it’ll always be you.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: August 1, 2023, 3:20 am UTC
You did to me exactly what you said you would never do.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: July 29, 2023, 8:25 pm UTC
i promise i will answer if you text me
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:14 pm UTC
you were my best friend. i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:18 pm UTC
I hope you remember me the way I remember you
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: July 11, 2023, 11:17 pm UTC
You’re still the only person on my mind
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:53 am UTC
I still fucking love you after all the shit you put me through the pain the hurt the anger all the bs that came from your mouth the lies everything you did every messed up lie every fucked up lie. I still love you babe. I had the best conversation with you best cry’s laughs arguments
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:23 pm UTC
You are what I call a bully. The whole xc season you stole my best friend away from me and it really hurt me. You called me slow and always put me down. The text you wrote me at DC was mean and was uncalled for. I hope you are doing great and I hope that you have a great 2021.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:22 am UTC
kyl, meeting you has been one of the greatest gifts. im eternally grateful for you and all of our memories and i wouldn't trade them for anything. it's a shame we didn't talk sooner, but you coming into my life at the moment you did was everything i needed and more. i will always be there for you. a million thank you's for everything.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:32 pm UTC
I hope that someday you come to see this. You are an amazing person with an amazing spirit and you always help people. You are adorable and loved even if you don't see it. You create strong relationships with those around you and are naturally charismatic. I wish you the best in whatever you do and hope you live a wonderful life
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 5, 2021, 9:43 am UTC
kk,,, i hope you find this someday,,, i hope yk how special you are,,, your a true angel and ive yet to meet a girl as beautiful as you,,, in this life and many others,,, i hope you get better i really do,,, you Kylie deserve it so fucking much and i hope i can show you that someday.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:33 am UTC
I dont know what’s happening. Im starting to feel more and more like a burden since we talk less and less every day. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep feeling like I’ve lost my job. I wanna go back to how things were this summer, staying up all night with Nam playing roblox and writing stupid fanfics. Please. I just need you to tell me I’m enough. Please
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:30 am UTC
Hello- I know you probably will never see this. But I really love you more than everything I know. I don’t know if it’s romantic or the friendship kind, but I do know I love you. Sometimes I feel like Im an annoying burden to you, tho. Especially times when you send me stuff that makes me go “oh.” Sometimes I feel like I’ve been replaced by Rollie, but you always complain about them. I dont know why I feel like I lost my job tho, since we’re still friends and that’s what matters. So uhm...Please. Stick with me to the end my dear friend Kylie :)
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:36 am UTC
you’re a bitch for acting like we were best friend and let me tell you everything just to go off and tell everyone my stuff and bully me
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: January 1, 2021, 12:02 am UTC
even tho we've only been dating for 11 days you make me so happy and i rlly love you and i know we are going to last because we are so alike and compatible anyways i love you babyy
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: December 31, 2020, 3:04 pm UTC
hey kylie. i’m sorry for what i did. i really did like you, but as time passed on i fell out of love? i’m not really sure. i hope you’re doing well these days. also when i broke up with you i had to take a test after and i was crying the entire time. i see you have a new bf now haha how is he? ngl there are some times when i miss u but i know i shouldn’t. you were my first gf and i want to thank you. ??
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: December 25, 2020, 6:30 pm UTC
we used to talk in our secret language during spanish class. thanks for getting me through the worst. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:29 am UTC
ive always been here. ive never really admired someone like i've admired you. anytime we reconnect, it's always someone new who ends up being with you. maybe i've always secretly hoped to be yours again, but i doubt the day will come. you're happy, and that's all I could want for someone like you.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:05 pm UTC
this color reminds me of that one sunset we saw together. you in your tomato hoodie and me running away
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:36 pm UTC
i don't know who i'd be without you- you've been there for me at my highs and lows and i wish you understood that i'm here too. you make life so invigorating and you mean so much to me
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:06 am UTC
When I first met you, I thought you would leave quickly. But you're still here. You're perfect to me, I wish you would see that in yourself.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:04 am UTC
Sometimes I think you hate me when you don't respond. But then when we talk you're always so full of life. I love you so much Ky.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:03 am UTC
We don't even talk much, but when we do it makes me feel full of life. You can't turn back now, it's too late (:
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 21, 2020, 3:48 am UTC
i think we both had sparks. your laugh was such a reward and i loved making you laugh. ur so talll and thats cute ahahaha. i wish i could just talk to u but my sparks been put out. i love u but i dont glow like i used to.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 20, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
sup dummy?how was your day, mine was good i jus been listening to KG and playing on my phone. thanks for being chill af btw? very nice to talk a bunch with you again fr i missed it (sorry abt that btw)
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:56 am UTC
You have chipped away at my trust ever since you left. When you broke that pinky promise of not leaving it hurt more than you will ever know. I still think about you every day and I want the best for you but im sorry for annoying you. I have a couple questions tho. Why. Why leave. Why me. Why am I not good enough. Why don't you care. It hurts. So much.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:51 am UTC
Hey Kylie, I really still have genuine feelings for you. I know you don't like me back and thats okay, but i miss the friendship we used to have. I didn't mean to make it weird. At that point I wasn't thinking and i apologize.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:22 am UTC
Why didn't you tell me you were still mad at me? I tried so hard to keep our friendship going, instead it slowly faded away. Now it's gone.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 17, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
I have so much to say, but I’ll keep it short. I appreciate you so much. You’re one of the strongest people I know. I can tell you’re losing motivation in everything, including yourself, but keep pushing. My love will never fade for you. Lastly, thank you. You keep me going and put a smile on my face.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 10, 2020, 8:27 pm UTC
you’re literally the only reason i’m still living and breathing, thank you so much for everything you’ve done for me. i hope i give you as much love as you give me.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 9, 2020, 9:27 am UTC
it still hurts that you choose him over me. I know that I used to be your yellow, but now he is, I guess I will be your gray. call me
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:11 am UTC
The way you made me feel so loved yet such a burden amazes me. The fact that I really thought a friendship was supposed to be painful and heartwrenching shows how manipulative you really can be. It frustrates me that somehow I still miss you.
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: November 5, 2020, 9:03 pm UTC
you're the first girl that i have ever liked. you allowed me to figure myself out after questioning myself for so long. you're special to me, ily.
p.s, whenever i listen to "sofia" by clairo, you're the first thing that pops into my head :)
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: October 15, 2020, 8:40 pm UTC
You were home to me and now that you left, I feel like I'm walking around aimlessly. I'm still waiting for you to come back...
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: October 10, 2020, 6:17 pm UTC
I love you, silly goose. also i'm scared that i could lose you one day but i don't say anything about it because i feel dumb sooo yeah. that's all and i love you a lot
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: September 30, 2020, 5:37 pm UTC
i can smell you from all the way over here, go home and wash please, and p.s. don't forget your deodorant again, thanks (:
From: ABC
To: kylie
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:16 pm UTC
I've loved you since I met you your my light and love and i can't imagine my life without you :) I love you baby
