From: ABC
To: kota
when did i stop being ‘your person’? why? i tried so hard. i wanted to be yours. what did i do wrong?
From: ABC
To: kota
i wish you could realize the way i overly laugh at your jokes, the way i double check my texts, the way i double guess myself. i loved you, as a friend, then we tricked each other's hearts. i'm sorry for what i put you through i really am, but i wouldn't take it back. it make me-us stronger i've changed so much, i wish i had you, i wish to spend late nights texting with you-but i won't, and most likely never will. i wish you the best, i wish you the best. this is my goodbye, for my heart to let go, to leave you on seen, i won't block you and i'll try to calm my heart so when i get a text that i don't pray it's you, i want you far away, but close enough to see you thrive, close enough to see you happy with someone else. happiness is hard to come by, you were mine, and i was yours-but no anymore. never again will i wear my heart on my sleeve. goodbye
From: ABC
To: kota
The longer you aren’t honest with me the more it’s gonna hurt you
From: ABC
To: kota
i wish i could have helped you heal from the wounds your family inflicted on you.
From: ABC
To: kota
i still think of you every day. i wish it had worked out for us
From: ABC
To: kota
I hope you stopped treating people that way. Hope you're doing well.
From: ABC
To: kota
yk i rly thought we had something. i thought you were different.
From: ABC
To: kota
I'm sorry I wasn't able to be in love with you. I still think about you often mi amor.
From: ABC
To: kota
people don’t understand you the way i do that’s why i know why you’re the way you are.
From: ABC
To: kota
Im still unsure how I felt about you but im glad I never told you.
From: ABC
To: kota
You really think of me every day? I wish I could hug you. Yk with my "perfect hugging proportions"
From: ABC
To: kota
Where’d you come from? Can you be mine? Please love me forever. I already love you.
From: ABC
To: kota
i still don't know if ill ever love someone the way i loved you, i wonder if u still have ur tattoo
From: ABC
To: kota
we are so much older now, I don’t even have your number anymore but I still love you always
From: ABC
To: kota
I’m still waiting for the day you come back, and they are too. I wait for you.
From: ABC
To: kota
The more you push me away the more i want you. If loving you is that stupid than i will be stupid
From: ABC
To: kota
Sometimes I think about our life before everything.
I miss it sometimes.
Maybe I miss you?
From: ABC
To: kota
Idk if I lov u like I did at the start but I’m scared I’m not gonna find somebody like u ever again
From: ABC
To: kota
i should have let you kiss me that night, i’d let you kiss me now
it can be casual, sunshine
From: ABC
To: kota
Someone brought you up today. Was I really that in love with someone I barely knew? Yes. Maybe. Idk.
From: ABC
To: kota
i don’t know what i’m doing anymore. but i know i miss you kota
From: ABC
To: kota
I wish I could trace your heart shaped tattoo with my finger and tell you how I really feel.
From: ABC
To: kota
I love you sm more than you’ll ever know but I don’t wanna hurt anymore
From: ABC
To: kota
when you listen to cherry waves do you think of me and my red hair? I miss you kota. I lobe you sm..
From: ABC
To: kota
i hope our paths cross again soon. i hope there’s more to the story.
From: ABC
To: kota
I thought you loved me back but I was wrong. I was just completely confused. Sorry to bother
From: ABC
To: kota
I wanted it to be you who called me instead of a prank call from your friend.
From: ABC
To: kota
i miss you with every breath. it hurts. i think about you more than anything.
From: ABC
To: kota
i miss smoking outta pop cans and going on rides w you
you were my best friend. i’m still so sorry
From: ABC
To: kota
I meant to send this a while ago, you reminded me today. I'm so thankful to have met you. I love you
From: ABC
To: kota
i still dream about us. then i wake up in our reality, feeling freshly broken.
From: ABC
To: kota
even if we cant be together, i still just want someone to talk to.i miss you.
From: ABC
To: kota
you’re the best thing to ever happen to me. i can’t wait to spend the rest of my life w you baby.
From: ABC
To: kota
I love you more than anything and anyone. I never thought I could love a person so much.