hey i miss u. we didn’t d8 or anything but that feeling of me and you felt so great. you made me hella happy and made me feel really happy abt myself, things i’m really insecure about too.. like my voice, face you made me happy about those things. whenever we text i still wish we still had that thing going but you’re back with your person and i’m happy for you, i regret staying w that girl but things prob still wouldn’t have worked

god I love you. I love you so so much and you really make my heart hurt so bad and my lungs don't work when im with you but I don't care because you are literally so perfect and im so so mad because I really should have kissed you when I was able to and now its too late because you are with him and im happy for you, I just kinda need to relearn how to love and exist without thinking of your lips and your hands and your heart.
I love you and im really sorry I didn't tell you back then. maybe one day u see this and I just hope you know its me and its real and raw and I love you.

just take it back. please. I don't care, just say it isn't true, say it was a joke, say you were lying. I will come if you say it wasn't true, I promise I always will, no matter what.

I've never been so infatuated with someone. I still am. I'll see you in the next life kimmy, we'll find our way back.

Never thought my feelings for you were true until I saw you with someone else. I sometimes laugh at myself for loving you.

I would probably be in love with you if you acted a little kinder. I won't feel guilty for being hurt by your words.

I just wish we could take one more long drive together. Not because I miss you but because I want us both to see how much better off we are without each other as we catch up.

oh god i really hope u don’t see this but tbh i’m lowkey selfish like i want you to be happy but i want that to be me like i really love you crazy but i can’t force you to just love me back. i’m sorry if you read this but i’m trying to be supportive and help you get with the one you wanna be with...well i’m not really helping but i’m giving like advice ig you can say.but idk sometimes i just wanna say sun stupid shit like “just be with me already” or “he’s just using you for his pleasure so don’t get with him” or smt like that.but i’m holding that in bc ik ima just sound like a selfish ass person and if i say that it’s just gonna ruin us.i just really want us back just me and you, do everything with you and make our relationship better.but i can’t cuz you wanna be with someone else which i understand bc there’s so much benefits between you two compare to me but idk i’m just probably thinking for myself and being selfish. again sorry if you see this. i love you.

thank you for all the times you were there for me when i had absolutley no one. after that football game 2 years ago when everyone was running away from me, you stayed. that's one of the things i genuinely think about everyday. i miss you everyday. i love you so much no matter what we ever go through.

forgive me for what i did... its been a year but still my heart does not want to let go. deep down i still hope

hey how u been,ik its only been 3 days but im just to texting you a lot this.im just checking up on you but not really directly ig cuz yk we both said it would be better to stop talking but ye. i miss you even tho you lead me on but its whatever just wanna know if u been doing okay.

i don’t even know you anymore. you let everyone change you so much. i miss the old you so fucking much and so does my whole family

I can't bring myself to imagine how oblivious you are. Seriously, how can someone like you, not picture the most obvious explanation for everything that's happened.

note to self ? stop crying. you were too late and it’s not ur fault go out have fun, make friends cuz u got none rn? enjoy life.

idek if your still gonna bother to check if i wrote smt.ik u don’t wanna hear from me anymore and ik there’s no changing your mind and idk what to do.its my fault for everything and i can’t get you back anymore and it sucks.i deserve all this i shouldn’t have lied to you.im just writing to say i’m sorry again ik ur not gonna give it chance or anything but i’m just here writing smt.i love you.

i said things weren’t gonna change cuz i’m only assuming that ur not gonna back and i already told you already i don’t see myself with other girls,me and mary friendship doesn’t even matter anymore cuz i blocked last morning.i just wanna gain ur trust again even if it takes time, i dont wanna lose u forever.

i blocked her for my sake and she was already ready to remove me on shit anyways.and ik it is and i don’t wanna hide things no more no matter what how big or little it is.i need you and i just want ur trust again first.i wanna go back how we use to be.i wanna take our time on that.and if we do.no more hiding if someone tries to text me or talk to me i’ll tell you or if your suspicious about smt and ur not sure of it then ok ask me and if u still wouldn’t be believe me then u have my accounts for it.im just tried of messing up over and over again.

i knew it, its an infatuation. im glad that i didnt confess bc i know you'll be confuse af lol thanks for making my quarantine kinda happy and stressful at the same time. keep safe always!

i'm sorry, i don't know what to do. i love u so much. you're the light of my life. trust me. but then there's her. i love both of you

I will never truly understand why you did what you did, it’s been ages and it’s all still so complicated I can’t process it. Thankyou for making me a better person

hey you should know who this is but i’m sorry for being like umm bothering to you. im just still in love with you and i wanna make things right, but i can’t i want us fix already. i’m still want the feeling to like control you and not talk to that guy not bc i don’t trust you i just don’t trust him, i really don’t have no rights to say anything after the whole situation i put myself in. i still wanna think as if we were in a relationship but i can’t cuz we’re not bc of me i mess things up and i just wanna fix that is so hard to do. idk what to do i want you to love me the way i love you, i want us to be happy together again. not let any other guy or girl to get in between us. i miss all that. i love you so much and i don’t wanna let go i still have that sense of hope for us.

all my life i thought of you as an angel. you are the reason i am alive today. you saved me, thank you. if only i knew you needed someone to save you. and now it’s to late.

I HATE U. you stole EVERYTHING from me. you stole my life, you stole my friends, you stole my style, you steal all the boys i talk too. at this point im done, done with everything. done with ALL the pain you have put me through. you are honestly such a rude person and idk how to tell you in person but you ruined my life.

I like you... I think I love you I just hope when i confess, nothing bad will happen

I hope we the right time comes we can be together in this cruel world.

if only you knew

I miss you but you never cared about me or valued me

I shouldn't be feeling this way... you're my friend and I'm yours, that's what we are... right?

i wish you knew how much i'm hurting right now

you could’ve told me there was someone else, I spent so much time blaming myself

I need you by my side. Just know that I'll always be there for you.

ive given up on you. be happy, always.

i promised myself i would never let myself feel for anyone again. please don’t mess this up.

idk what to do anymore. never forget that i used to love you. you're free.

do you feel the same way? or were those late night talks and walks are just friendly gestures?

I want to fix us forever. I’m so proud of u and I’m so sorry love I want to cry in ur arms :(

you were the first person in a long time i genuinely tried with. your last message killed me inside.

Just message me.

do u still think of me as much as I think of u? If at all that is.

Thank u for standing by me all these years. You deserve all happiness in the world. Ily

i want my sweater back

i just wished u
u had given me more time. so that you’d really see how much i’ve changed.

I have a crush on u. There, I said it.

i know we're just friends but i've had feelings for you for the longest time

i wonder if you know

i know we're just friends but i've had feelings for you for the longest time

i wonder if you know

please start loving yourself like you love everyone around you. we need it so badly. it’s gonna b ok

wasted a lot of time defending ur lies. U were just for a season. Thankful ur outta my life

just text me alreadyyyyy

you’re the one i like u silly…

i miss you and our friendship, i wish things didn’t end up as they did. i’m sorry that i hurt
you.