Hey, don’t know if you’ll ever apologize to me for acting so insanely toxic to me, but it’s whatever? i mean it’s really not okay with what you did. you eternally scarred me and turned me into such a monster. you made a little joke about cutting yourself that wasn’t even true. what the fuck is actually wrong with you? you’re the reason i have trust issues, why i’m afraid to take that next step in life, why i linger onto the past, and why i’m scared of people. yes there were people who hurt me even worse, but you stand out. i hate the fact you got away with so much. you ruined my friendship with the person i had left. all because you had something to say. i cant believe i went with what you said. now i’m stuck with all of these feelings that have been bottled up and a messy relationship with the person i loved. i know i shouldn’t blame others for my actions but god dammit you hurt me so badly. i hope you’re happy now, and i hope you remember what you did. your actions are unforgivable. forgive and forget? fuck that. i’ll always remember what you did.

I love you, you’re my best friend, and here’s a note for you... I’m not a good friend to you like you are to me. I always expect you to be the hype girl and be as interested in something as I am— and it makes me feel awful. I’ve never seen you this mad, I know it’s not at me, but I’ve never seen you so hurt. It makes my heart ache cause I wish I could hug you 24/7 and watch movies and talk about boys and have everything be okay. I look up to you more than anyone else. You ARE my ride or die ok? I just want to make you happy and make you feel better. I’m sorry for expecting too much from you, you are amazing but you’re not perfect and you do go through phases of depression, anxiety, loneliness, etc. and I know that I should never be your 1. Priority. You are your 1. Priority. Ok? I hope we’re friends for ever and ever and you’ll be the maid of honor at my wedding. I seriously love you

its been months and i cant stop thinking about you. i thought it would be easier to let go, better for us, but it hurts so much. i miss you and i wish you were still in my life, because it hasn't been the same without you. if i was able to, i'd go back and do things differently. i want to reach out, but i'd hate for you to be upset with me by doing so :( i'm holding myself back but i don't know how long i can handle this.

hey. sorry things didn't really turn out so well, i was still unsure about my sexuality and we were only freshmen in high school. i wish we could've stayed friends, but i understand why that didn't happen. i hope you're living your best life and continue doing so forever. i still care for you. you're still in my heart.

if you think abt it, we dont rlly have much in common but we kinda jus click ig lol im so grateful for you

It's me lovelove:)

iloveyouusomuch it hurts

I don't think I can ever really like you, not as much as I liked them that is.

you made me uncomfortable all the time, i couldn’t wait until we broke up

you make me so nervous and idk what to do about the butterflies every time I see you

Text me when you think you need me.

I miss you sometimes but the bad heavily outweighs the good

you make life worth living. i wanna be yours forever

I miss you, birdie. I miss you so much.

you confuse me ki

i miss you is what i wanted to say

take the risk or lose the chance

you're my best friend. you have no idea how beautiful you are

i love u my pookie wookiee snuckums bear

I'm sorry if I go, know I stayed long enough to protect you.

It’s dawned on me that maybe you never looked back, and suddenly these two years hit me all at once.

i’ll spend my whole life regretting how it ended. i think about you every day.

Love you

I love our memories when you were only mine

I don't know how to reach back out, I am scared you're going to be upset with me.

You could just ask. You know I can’t after that but you could come find me.

Thought i had finally gotten over it .. its been almost 2 years

.. my first wlw heartbreak

I don’t know if you’ll ever realize how much I cared about you. Maybe one day we’ll see eye to eye

I almost texted you tonight and for a second the relief hit me, it was bliss. I wish I pressed send.

i'm sorry it got so bad in the end. i hope you'll be waiting for me at the end.

I’m glad things turned out the way they did and I hope you’re seeing your future the way I am.

I always wanted you

I wait for a sign that I still exist in your world, and I think that’s the reason I don’t anymore.

if you think it was draining being your friend? imagine how i felt.

It’s been so long now, even so I still think about you daily. Is this truly the end of our story?

was it ever real

I don’t understand why you keep leaving me behind and I don’t know why I stay

Did you ever look back? I miss you so much… I’m used to living with the memory of you, but it’s hard

I miss you every day of my life I wish i didnt messed up what we had

I wish I could redo everything over again

i wonder if one is from u. say hi to me, ill listen to what u have to say. a final farewell

My heart continues to dream in spite of my mind’s awareness. Why can’t I just forget it all

You are the sweetest girl in the whole wide world

what if ur voicemails were songs to me?

You're vacation has shown me how much you subconsciously mean to me and it messes with my head

I’d have reached out but I’m scared now. That last message has me scared to ever hyu again.

lover … come back to me.

I wish you didn't leave me. Our family fell apart after you left. I miss u.

im sorry i wasn't a good enough person for you. i hope you're doing alright

i love you so much
ki i always will. im sorry i wasnt always there for you. you were my first love

baby I really didn’t cheat on you. You not believing me broke my heart. But whatever i guess