I still often think about our relationship fondly, though my thoughts of you are far from fond. I guess its because you were my first for so many things and i loved you so much. I think back on our relationship and i can see all the things i dod wrong, but i also see all the gaslighting you did. You made me feel like every little thing i had a problem with was my fault and that shit still sticks.
If im being honest, i still havent recovered from the break up fully. Im over you in every way, but i cant even feel smth for other ppl for more than a week. Its like i went back to the default settings after we broke up.
I hope ur doing well in life and i hope your mental health got better.
But also, fuck you.

you’re always on my mind, i always wonder about what we could’ve been..

I like you, I’ve liked you since I met you 2 years ago

i want to fold so bad but i know you’re not taking me seriously again.