We are all really toxic towards each other none of us know each other we basically just live under the same roof. To my parents specifically im grateful that you gave me everything i needed except for a daughter-parent relationship. We never built a bond of trust I couldn’t even imagine telling either of you how i feel or have felt both of you are terrible at connecting with your daughters you take care of them from a far and never really got involved in our lives . This lack of emotional support has lead me to rely on no other than myself and has caused me to invalidate my emotions which is a huge problem considering that i suffer from anxiety and depression although being self reliant and you not being present in my life has made me the mature person that i am today. I have learned to not rely on others for acceptance etc. But i have to admit it hurts that I don’t anyone to talk to not even my own parents or friends cause I’ve always had a hard time opening up since i had to build a tough layer to protect myself from the lack of personal and loving parent child relationship i never had. I still love you but you have to fix your communications issues. Im about to graduate and i plan on studying far from home , i hope i cam find people that teach me that i can be loved. Im really looking forward to leaving home or in this case the house since we are all more like roommates rather than a family.

why can you just realize i'm not okay. someone even showed you the message of me not wanting to be in this world and you still didn't make sure i was okay.

Hi family, how r u guys doing? It's been almost 2 years now yeah we talk on the phone and video chat but it's never tbe same anyway I miss u guys and sorry i keep lying to u guys about how I m doin and life and everything else but it's just hard u know telling u the truth I mean I had so many problems mostly "money problems" but I learned how to figure it out I m still struggling but I think it's okey yeah I d love if someone helped but I thought u guys have your owns problems. So this was it, hope u re all happy and doin fine and please take care of each other ❤ Iman

i swear to god im getting away from you as soon as i can and im never looking back. screw all of you.

stop making jokes abt the lgbtq+ community. im bi and it hurts me because i feel like i wont be accepted by my own family. no one should be afraid of who they are, but youre making it so hard for me

I don't hate you all but most the time you make me want to kms . the pressure you put on me for school and grades. the way you are rude to me and don't think it affects me? it does im not antisocial I just cry every night. I won't be here for much longer but just remember part of the reason im gonna go will be because of you

You all are stressing me out. I thought we’d be okay to travel 10 hours and see my sister but you’re making her uncomfortable and you’re making me stressed and anxious and everything is breaking apart

i wish i can be a perfect daughter

i will be back once the war is over and the borders are open. i love you, i’m sorry.

I'm sorry i really wanted to make you proud.