I hate the fact that we spend almost every day together and still you have no idea how much i love you. We've been friends almost our entire life and i know thats all i'll ever be to you, but i can't help it. i love you. I know you care about me. i know you trust me. but i want you to love me. You mean the world to me kai, i hope you know that.

i got the chance to grow with you. we experienced pain and joy, we just weren’t meant to be together.