Unsent messages to JVM

I fell, at first, I thought it was just a small liking for you but no. We haven't had a full conversation in months. I hope you're doing good now, as much as I want to deny myself from saying it. I fell, I fell hard. You dropped me and now I can't seem to get back up. Why? why would you bother saying "we can still be friends," if you aren't even going to speak to me? It hurts bro, you hurt me.