i think i started to convince myself that maybe i didn't really like you and that i could move on. I guess i was wrong because i went right back to square one as soon as i saw you again. To be honest, i don't know anymore. Sometimes i just feel the urge to come clean and tell you that i like you but i'm afraid of rejection. I'm afraid that you don't feel the same way and maybe this is just a one-sided thing...there's a part of me that hopes you never see these but another part of me wants you to. .
i don't know...i had to get this off of my chest because these thoughts run through my mind like crazy. goodnight...