I guess I was the one who loved the other more. I miss you so much. I gave myself to you, only for you to leave me for him. After all those moments we shared together. I will never understand love but I know ours came so close to giving it a meaning. I do not forgive you, but I accept what has happened. You did not give me closure, so instead I will allow myself to move forward without it. I love you so much, But I need to love myself more. Goodbye J, maybe in our next lives.