Unsent messages to JULIKA

i’m sorry.

theres no need for you to feel lonely because i will always love you and be there for you.
ily bsf

Fuck you. I loved you and it was all because u liked how i look, you broke my heart and myself again. I told you about the years it took me to become happy and u didn’t care and broke me again, you said that it’s no ones fault and that it didn’t work out, „we need a break“ you said. I hate you, you were my only one, you know how hard it is for me to look for friends. I told you everything, we listened to the music together that saved my life. I don’t know if Ill be strong enough this time, you know, you know how hard it is for me to keep on living, you know I was afraid I was going to be dead by now. Anyways, those few months when we forst started talking were the best ones that I‘ve ever had, some moments were cinematic, like cut out from a movie, I couldn’t thank you enough for that. I will never forget it, it felt and probably was surreal, I had you, I had friends and a great time.