Unsent messages to JAANU

i really wish it was real when you promised i was the *love of your life* because in the moment i fully committed to you being mine. you made me feel a different type of way for the first time in my life and the memories and feeling of it fading is killing me. it was short and crazy and huge. i fell so so hard for the boy i met so i will always love him a little but he isn't mine anymore. i dont hate you i just learned from how bad you hurt me. im letting go now because i want us both happy, we got this even if we are strangers now... bye