I love you still and seeing you happy with someone else hurts. I just want to make you happy like I used to. From harry

hey I miss us Juliana. The short time we sent together helped me grow as a person and I'm truly greatful for it. I still love you

If it weren't for the internalized homophobia and fear from our Catholic and Asian parents, who knows what could've happened between us? I like to think that in an alternate universe, you'd be my lover and we'd be happy.
MT

Escogí este color porque me dijiste que era tu favorito, a veces te extraño, tal vez si eras la persona indicada, pero no fue el momento, espero en algun futuro volverte a querer. ?

you thought of him the whole time, you still have pictures of him, you lied, and i knew. you love him. get well...

i think it’s cuz for so long i trained my brain to go to u to comfort myself while i was alone. not lonely. alone. the attachment hurts the most i think idrk it sucks that things ended up being so shitty. it rlly sucks ass dude

okay then maybe don’t read it then? idek y u on here i’m using it to cope..shits not even ab u at the end of the day tbh. idek y u here bro he’s not writing to u like u writing to him.

idk y ive been mad at the world recently i dont know where to put it all. but ik it’s wrong putting it on u, if u continued reading by any chance

Um idk if you were my first love or not we never dated but like I had the biggest crush on you no way you didn’t notice ?

you’re my best friend and the only reason I drifted away from you was because I love you, and I want to be with you forever. please forgive me i’m sorry.

Hola amada prima, te quiero agradecer por estar siempre para mí.
Gracias por todo, i love you so much.

hey juj! i think you know exactly who this is, and i hope the orange gives it away :) anyway i doubt you'll see this but just know i love you so so much and i nevah wanna lose u

Te necesito en estos momentos, te necesito a mi lado, quiero poder ser feliz, estar bien, pero no lo estoy logrando y tengo miedo de volver a cometer lo mismo, porque siento que es lo que quiero.

Oii Ju, eu tenho te ligado mas você não atende, queria te dizer que eu te amo muuitoo.Eu não sei se você ainda me ama, porque faz dois anos que você disse que me amava, e desculpa de ter saído correndo quando você me disse aquilo,é que eu tenho medo se isso não der certo, é que eu não consigo ver minha vida sem você e eu não quero estragar nossa amizade. Estou planejando em te dizer isso e aqui está o plano: quero te levar ao parque de diversões. Já que você não me atende, vou até a sua casa, vamos pro parque e lá vou perguntar se você esta gostando de alguém, e espero que a resposta seja sim e espero que seja eu, vou assumir meus sentimentos por você e espero que isso se torne mais que uma amizade
bjs -Pâmela
(Eu sei que era pra ser anonimo mas quero que não tenha dúvidas que seja eu)

it took me over two years to realize this and today for whatever reason (probs the overthinking lol) anywaysss, i loved who we were as people before i had to go... but since then i needed something, someone to hold on to, and i loved you so i chose you. but while i was there thinking, creating, dreaming, you weren’t you. that makes no sense but to me it’s my a answer. the one i’ve been looking for. i think it got hard for me because we have both changed a lot and the version i created was different then my reality. not you. regardless of whether or not you have any ill feelings towards me i know myself and i know i still love you. but this love is different not like i believed in “love” to begin with anyways lmfao. but this one makes sense. i care about you a lot and your family. but it wasn’t love. i’m sorry i was so caught up in my feelings and took it so personally that i couldn’t stand to hear you out when you told me about everything that has transpired these past 2 years if yk what i mean. we were never ready for all of that. there’s things you and i both know we have kept from eachother that needs healing. i c u still are too. fighting everyday, and that’s okay. i have my own demons i’m fighting rn. everybody does as we both know. but at the end of the day we crossed paths for a reason and i learned maybe i taught? idk even if not the best reasons at least it’s something. always here to help or talk if u want (friendly tho). haha nah but fr i guess that’s a wrap. ly always ?

I can't remember how many n's your name had. But I do remember sleeping next to you, and how I felt so much love and you felt nothing.

sometimes, I still think about how we read each other's palms and what could have been

I don’t miss you but it is such a hit to my ego to think you don’t miss me!

I really miss having you as my best friend

We became toxic but my memories with you were some of the best.

Maybe in another universe. I am sorry for everything that ive done to you. I hope youre happy now.

I wish things had been different. I thought we were forever.

i am jealous of you. it's unfair that you get to be everywhere i wish to be

i always prioritized you, you didn’t, you HURT me so many times. i have a way better best friend now

you were my bb soulmate. you can always come back to me, i still have love for you

There has always been an invisible string tying you to me <3

i wanna end things

i’ m gonna love you forever, and i will always wait for you, you’re worth it

You hurt me so much, but I still stuck by you..

don’t know what i am doing here
dreamt of you.
hope ur ok

I hope you learn what makes you cherish every moment on this earth. You deserve to be happy.

I wish I met you sooner

you were such a good friend to me i'm so sorry about everything. hope all's well.

i wish i could change everything i did wrong so long ago i lost a lover and a friend

I remember our first conversation. I'll never forget you. You are my medicine.Love you juj

I wish you would just say sorry. I miss you

I wish i would have fallen in love with you first </3

Do you still think about me too?

It's such a sad, weird feeling, knowing I'll likely never see you or be close to again in this life

I still read the letter you sent me on New Year's. I wish the things you said in it were true.

I would've done anything to be good enough for you

writing a note to myself this time, don’t let anybody bring u down. nobody is worth more than u

I hope you know how much i loved you.

we didn't even say goodbye, we sort of just ended

what is this???
why can’t i shake
the thought of you
recently
do you feel it too?

Everything seems better when I'm with you<3

hi sis, i miss you

Take careee, alwayss!

I love you, but i don't think it will last long.

I never could hate you, I know I said it to drive you away, but I will love you forever.