Unsent messages to JONNY
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: July 16, 2024, 3:58 pm UTC
Thank you for telling me you don't want me back in your life. I was able to let you go.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: June 1, 2024, 3:12 am UTC
it’s been four years and i still think about you
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: May 17, 2024, 4:46 am UTC
hello, my sinamon! i will continue loving you even in silence. you are the reason why I write :(
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: May 14, 2024, 3:58 pm UTC
id be so proud if u please heal ur wounds for me. im gonna heal too. its worth it. i still care
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: May 6, 2024, 6:10 pm UTC
I hope you’re happy lovie. I’ll never understand why you left but I’ll try for you.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: May 2, 2024, 1:54 pm UTC
I wish we could just sit down and talk about it all…I’m ready to forgive you…I miss you
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: April 28, 2024, 5:09 am UTC
please just text me. i really
need you rn
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: April 23, 2024, 9:05 am UTC
how has it been so easy for you to disconnect completely?
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: April 1, 2024, 9:42 pm UTC
i know i could’ve loved you but you would not let me
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: March 16, 2024, 3:09 pm UTC
And at night I will ponder in the arms of my lover, was I meant to pursue or just let us be two..?
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: February 9, 2024, 6:07 pm UTC
I think about you every day. I hope you’re doing okay.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: January 14, 2024, 12:15 am UTC
I wish you would have stayed and I wish I would have known
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: January 12, 2024, 5:10 pm UTC
i’m sorry i miss you and i love you so much i truly wish the best for you
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: November 7, 2023, 9:18 pm UTC
i wish you treated me right back then so i wouldnt be hurt by the same things now.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: November 1, 2023, 7:01 am UTC
dear j, I still cry over the fact that we weren’t meant to be..you truly were my love..
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: October 16, 2023, 9:35 pm UTC
How did we get to be so far apart..:/
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: October 14, 2023, 4:09 am UTC
I love you sm it’s blue for your favorite color
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: September 2, 2023, 9:40 am UTC
I miss you please talk to me I know I'm a jerk
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: January 18, 2021, 5:42 pm UTC
Just because you love someone, doesn’t mean you need to be with them. But man I wanted to be with you .
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:47 pm UTC
Why would I want anyone else when I had you?
But then you gave me away, so I guess feelings weren’t mutual.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:04 pm UTC
i did love you but i didn’t know who i was. i didn’t know if i was the type of girl who says it first. i still don’t know.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:42 am UTC
I didn't love you, but I felt the heartbreak of true love. we were young, you chose her, and you broke me. I was depressed for so long, thinking I was never good enough. everyone thought I was crazy. I forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:44 pm UTC
hey, I wish u knew that I think I’m falling in love with u. I really wish I wasn’t though. I hope you know I still care for you so unbelievably much and I hope that one day you will feel the same again and want to start over
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: January 1, 2021, 12:50 am UTC
You were awful to me. All I ever did was try to love you and you couldn’t let anyone get close to you so you hurt me- deeply. You were a jerk and I was stupid and let you take advantage of my loving heart. Thank you for teaching me not to do that again and good luck to your future girlfriends. You’re a piece of work.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 31, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
I know you say that the other girls are just friends but when you bring them up, i can’t help not getting jealous.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 31, 2020, 8:15 pm UTC
hi jon, it’s been a year since you ended things and i still can’t get over you, i hate saying this because i sound stupid but i miss you, i miss us, and it’s sad knowing that it’s never coming back, i’m thinking of texting you today but idk if i’m still blocked or not, and ur friends said you hated me so i don’t want to look dumb, but i think imma do it, but i hope one day you realize how much i cared for you, anyways i wish you nothing but happiness
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 27, 2020, 5:07 am UTC
i really really like you and i know that you don't and that's okay because u have a gf and that's fine BUT I would def date you and u should def reconsider whos a better gf choice , ur mother would love me :)
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 23, 2020, 9:46 pm UTC
When I do finally gather the strength to rid myself of the parasite that is you
I hope you realise what you lost
I hope you’re lost without me
I hope it kills you almost as much as you killed me
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 23, 2020, 9:45 pm UTC
I hate that we’re still friends, I hate how you view yourself.
If only you could see yourself through my eyes
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:35 pm UTC
I smile when you text me. I smile even more when you call me. I hope its you when I get a notification.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
You would be such a teddy bear if you weren’t such a toxic motherfucker! I hate how you make me feel and I hate that I’m always running back to you. Why do I do that? You drop me and pick me up whenever you choose. I’m not a toy. I give and I give and you just take and take. I’m getting tired of it. I’ve often thought if we were worth the fight and you always manage to convince that we are. “We have a bond like no one else” what’s that saying? If there’s more tears then laughter then it’s time to leave. I love you, I really really do, but I don’t think anyone can make me feel as low as you do! But you also make me laugh. I love you. I wish you wouldn’t take me for granted.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 8, 2020, 8:57 pm UTC
I just want you to know I found someone to replace the hole you left in my heart. I miss you but im better now
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:48 am UTC
you’re gone. you’re really gone. you look so much happier now, that’s all i wanted. i just wish it could’ve been with me. i hope she fills you with happiness and endless love, what i couldn’t have given you. i wish you the best jonny. i miss you but it’s wrong for me to continue that when you’re with someone else. goodbye. this is the last thing i will ever write about you. thank you for teaching me what love means. thank you for being the first and only person to ever really get to know me. you were and always will be a good person, and maybe she will help you see that. i still look for you in everyone i meet. everywhere i go i look for you. i’m trying so hard to stop. now i have to, you’ve moved on.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: November 20, 2020, 4:15 am UTC
when you left i lost myself. watching you find someone new and continuing to lead me on made everything worse. i hope you found happiness, because when you left i lost mine.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:34 pm UTC
we’ve been broken up for almost 5 months I I still think about you everyday and wonder if you’re okay. im so sorry
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: October 31, 2020, 10:14 am UTC
I actually loved you. I never really felt love in my life, but I loved you. I never had the guts to tell you. You even thought that I like you and that almost destroyed our whole friendship. So I decided to hate you. It’s hard but I am trying. You will always have a part in my heart
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: October 10, 2020, 7:31 am UTC
you made everyday tolerable. it sucked when you decided to break up with me, because you fell out of love. even now, i think of you. i don’t think i’ll ever be able to fall in love in the way that i did with you. i was head over heels in love with you...if only we still talked...
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: October 3, 2020, 12:31 pm UTC
You hurt me more than I ever expected you to. You took advantage of my broken self and broke it more.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: September 27, 2020, 10:30 pm UTC
do you ever think about me? is your pokemon still named after me? does your sister still ask about me? do you ever regret leaving? do you ever feel guilty? if the asnwer to any of those is yes, then come back. we're meant for eachother. you canchange. we can start again. please dont make this our final goodbye :(
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: September 27, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
it came to a point where i loved you more than i loved myself. and that still wasn't enough for you to stay. it wasn't enough for you to love me back. it wasn't enough for you to stay loyal. it didn't have to be you, but it was, you were my first love. and when the day comes that my daughter asks about my first love, it will be you i tell her about, along with the way you made me feel, the way you treated me, and how you left me so easily. i hope you find someone that makes you feel the way you made me feel. i'm sorry that i couldn't be that girl. i will love you forever and always.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: September 10, 2020, 6:59 pm UTC
well, i really shouldn't have a reason to be upset, but oh well. i wish you would have told me sooner, then again if you never did it in the first place, that would have been great! I have 3 reasons why you hurt me.
1. It took 2 months for you to tell me. 2 months while we were still talking everyday, 2 months of you telling me how much you loved me.
2. she bullied me for 8 years. You knew this. you knew we didn't get along. And neither did you. you had been telling me for 6 months about how much you hate her, then you go and do that.
3.You were with me 45 minutes before hand. We sat at Costa for 35 minutes, then sat and talked for another 30. The exact words you used were "i want to make sure i don't lose you over lockdown. i can't deal with ruining our relationship"
Well maybe you should have thought about that before you slept with her.
From: ABC
To: Jonny
Date: September 10, 2020, 3:01 pm UTC
i fell in love with your eyes, your smile, your laugh, your personality. but now i’m no longer with you, i’ve seen who you are. and i’m glad that’s not what i grew to love.
